Sleepless nights.. endless thoughts..
So confused and messed up, I don't know what to think anymore..
Trying to lose those thoughts but they keep haunting me, like a drug.
and I'm the addict.
I wish time could pass a little faster, so that I dont have to ponder about all the stuff that is not happening and have yet to happen.
'cause waiting is such a chore.. A painful process.
Pls youtube 'Officially missing you - JS'
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
This Holiday..
Christmas celebration @ home
Kbox with clique @ Cineleisure
Seemed like years when we got together and go out like this. It was a refreshing experience being not too long after exams. Didnt get to sing much and it was burning my pockets but overall it was great.
Christmas Dinner with Family @ Shokudo-Raffles City
Dad decided to bring the family out for an early x'mas dinner and since the whole family adore Japanese cuisine, we decided to go for something more asian as compared to the usual western dining. It was really expensive because my sis and mum ordered like it was a buffet and I couldn't bring myself to order for myself so I just sat and picked on what was already on the table. Delicious food, reasonable prices.
Lego @ Taka
I imagined what would be like to work in a lego shop, and YES, don't do it if you don't have a thing for lego. Interesting.. really...
All onboard Doulos! @ Vivo City, Harbourfront
It was to celebrate Wj's 20th birthday and we went to marche for food as usual. Thought it would be just like every other celebration but it got a little more exciting when we climbed onto Doulos. Christmas tree looks the same from last year, think they reused it..
Christmas celebration @ home
I wonder how long it has been since I last celebrated christmas with my folks. So its something new again! HoHoHo!.. Home is where the heart is.. And they're probably the best people to spend a night of giving, sharing and receiving..
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
I'm very disappointed when I got my results today. I studied hard for it but it just didnt reflect on my report card. Guess effort is not the key to good grades. After watching temptation of the wife, my mood somehow got better. It just came to be that it could have been worse and I shouldnt be crying over spilt milk. I still get angry and sad but only because it pisses me that I didnt do well.
Its over and done, but the heartache lives on inside....
So So So... Christmas is around the corner and its my favourite season so nothing is going to keep me away from having a good time.
If Santa is real, I'm assuming he modernizes with time so I guess it is not surprising to find him surfing the net for gift inspirations.
(In a less barbaric tone) Here is my christmas list:
1. A not so thick jacket from uniqlo.
2. A bag for school, but must be cool enough for shopping trips.
3. A super big pair of sunglasses
4. A pair of cheap cool round earrings that could go with anything.
5. A black cotton cool vest that is XXXXXL!
6. A camera (just trying my luck here..)
Woohoo... HoHoHo.. Christmas Christmas time of year...
Thank you cow for the song intro!
Its over and done, but the heartache lives on inside....
So So So... Christmas is around the corner and its my favourite season so nothing is going to keep me away from having a good time.
If Santa is real, I'm assuming he modernizes with time so I guess it is not surprising to find him surfing the net for gift inspirations.
(In a less barbaric tone) Here is my christmas list:
1. A not so thick jacket from uniqlo.
2. A bag for school, but must be cool enough for shopping trips.
3. A super big pair of sunglasses
4. A pair of cheap cool round earrings that could go with anything.
5. A black cotton cool vest that is XXXXXL!
6. A camera (just trying my luck here..)
Woohoo... HoHoHo.. Christmas Christmas time of year...
Thank you cow for the song intro!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Think I'm too calculative sometimes. I think I am obsessed with the need to save, that's why I'm reluctant to part with money sometimes.
But I think I'm relatively generous to anyone that is generous towards me.
So the conclusion is, it is not that I'm stingy, I just havent found many people to be generous with.
Everytime I try to be a hero, I end up as a fool. So not going to do this unless I think its mutual.
craving for milk tea now..
But I think I'm relatively generous to anyone that is generous towards me.
So the conclusion is, it is not that I'm stingy, I just havent found many people to be generous with.
Everytime I try to be a hero, I end up as a fool. So not going to do this unless I think its mutual.
craving for milk tea now..
Saturday, December 19, 2009
10 reasons why I'm fat
1. I'm lazy.
2. I eat whenever, wherever.
3. I'm eating beancurd and drinking coke now, at 12 29am. =)
4. I dread exercising.
5. I'm allergic to sweat. (excuses!)
6. My family members are all fat so I fit in. (tts right! blame it on the genes..)
7. I'm not motivated to look good and I'm not being ostracised (just ignored, sometimes..).
8. I'm comfortable with how I look. (too comfortable.. lols)
9. My cheeks love the attention they're getting.
10. I'm happy being porky! A block of lard, a block of lard...
10 reasons why I'm lucky
1. I'm special.
2. I have a shelter, both physically and mentally.
3. I have no lack of everything I need.
4. I have a dream and still working towards it.
5. I can survive being alone.
6. I'm given alot of opportunities.
7. I'm well nourished (tts for sure..).
8. I have good habits (no gambling, no drugs, no smoking..)
9. I'm not suicidal.
10. I'm contented.
Now I just have to refer to this whenever I'm feeling down and I will feel alot better..
1. I'm lazy.
2. I eat whenever, wherever.
3. I'm eating beancurd and drinking coke now, at 12 29am. =)
4. I dread exercising.
5. I'm allergic to sweat. (excuses!)
6. My family members are all fat so I fit in. (tts right! blame it on the genes..)
7. I'm not motivated to look good and I'm not being ostracised (just ignored, sometimes..).
8. I'm comfortable with how I look. (too comfortable.. lols)
9. My cheeks love the attention they're getting.
10. I'm happy being porky! A block of lard, a block of lard...
10 reasons why I'm lucky
1. I'm special.
2. I have a shelter, both physically and mentally.
3. I have no lack of everything I need.
4. I have a dream and still working towards it.
5. I can survive being alone.
6. I'm given alot of opportunities.
7. I'm well nourished (tts for sure..).
8. I have good habits (no gambling, no drugs, no smoking..)
9. I'm not suicidal.
10. I'm contented.
Now I just have to refer to this whenever I'm feeling down and I will feel alot better..
Monday, December 14, 2009
Its not like I'm doing family planning right now but after looking at my sister for the past 20 years, I'm tempted to not have kids despite all the magical things they can do to my life. I pity my parents sometimes (although there are times I think they deserved it). They started off bad, having the third child a handicapped, which meant that they could only rely on their 2 other daughters to support them when they're old and poor.
Well, my younger sis gets on my nerve at times, but she is permanently cute and good-natured.
My elder sister is what I normally call a 'failure'. I wouldnt blame leng shan for saying that she thought I was not on good terms with my sister because sometimes I really want to slap her awake and fix a new screw into her head. She is 25 years old now but is currently still on part time, working as a sales girl in a shoe shop. I have no problem with that but the thing is that she gives my dad(if she does) very little and locks the damn door playing computer games everyday. My parents love her but she doesnt think so. She still wants to get money from my parents for her wedding. I dont understand how a daughter can manage a life like this without feeling guilty at all.
So despite the fact that I dont have a big goal for a better tomorrow, my wish is that I stay alive so that I can earn enough money to support my family in future because I dont dare to hope that my sister would provide a single cent. Its a pity that I'm still studying now, or life would be so much better.
Well, my younger sis gets on my nerve at times, but she is permanently cute and good-natured.
My elder sister is what I normally call a 'failure'. I wouldnt blame leng shan for saying that she thought I was not on good terms with my sister because sometimes I really want to slap her awake and fix a new screw into her head. She is 25 years old now but is currently still on part time, working as a sales girl in a shoe shop. I have no problem with that but the thing is that she gives my dad(if she does) very little and locks the damn door playing computer games everyday. My parents love her but she doesnt think so. She still wants to get money from my parents for her wedding. I dont understand how a daughter can manage a life like this without feeling guilty at all.
So despite the fact that I dont have a big goal for a better tomorrow, my wish is that I stay alive so that I can earn enough money to support my family in future because I dont dare to hope that my sister would provide a single cent. Its a pity that I'm still studying now, or life would be so much better.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Exams are over. Yet it feels like a boring wednesday morning.
My day without having to fret over the next paper is relaxing, but not at all interesting.
Saying that, I do not wish to go back to my very stressed out days.
Yes, I now understand how Szeying gets tired after watching tv the whole day. I'm tired of watching dramas..
A chat with the girls yesterday was interesting. It was tiring but worth it.
Today I had time to think and evaluate on my past. A day of facebook always does that to me as I watch the program update the status of my secondary and jc friends.
Linda mentioned about how she would sit and watch quietly, being entertained by the bitchings by her friends of another friend as long as it wasnt her. I find it awkwardly interesting. Sets me thinking if I should just mind my own business at times. It is the smartest way to get me out of trouble.
I think the reason why I actually like blogging despite my laziness is due to the fact that I hate to be misunderstood and would like to express myself through this medium.
Ironically, due to the lack of social cues, this medium is very vulnerable to misunderstandings.
Sometimes what we say reveals alot about ourselves.
Don't be laughing just yet, time will tell that you're actually a devil.
My day without having to fret over the next paper is relaxing, but not at all interesting.
Saying that, I do not wish to go back to my very stressed out days.
Yes, I now understand how Szeying gets tired after watching tv the whole day. I'm tired of watching dramas..
A chat with the girls yesterday was interesting. It was tiring but worth it.
Today I had time to think and evaluate on my past. A day of facebook always does that to me as I watch the program update the status of my secondary and jc friends.
Linda mentioned about how she would sit and watch quietly, being entertained by the bitchings by her friends of another friend as long as it wasnt her. I find it awkwardly interesting. Sets me thinking if I should just mind my own business at times. It is the smartest way to get me out of trouble.
I think the reason why I actually like blogging despite my laziness is due to the fact that I hate to be misunderstood and would like to express myself through this medium.
Ironically, due to the lack of social cues, this medium is very vulnerable to misunderstandings.
Sometimes what we say reveals alot about ourselves.
Don't be laughing just yet, time will tell that you're actually a devil.
Friday, November 13, 2009
I am sitting at the deck, waiting for Joleen and this cafe is giving out free flowers to its customers. Its International Kindness Day.. I heard one of them saying.. Man.. I want a flower but I cant walk up a buy a drink.. He'll know I'm after the flower.. Tsk!
Sigh..
Gaining weight is no joke. Here, I'm sitting like a pregnant lady, waiting for my friend to come so that we can have another carbo recharge.
Kevin Kern never fails to cheer me up.. His wonderful works brings joy to my heart.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Presenting my very own 'Stomp'
I totally understand when they say Singaporeans need to get their attitude checked.
Being a Singaporean, I am ashamed.
My dad has his usual gout problem and cant drive, so I took the initiative to buy the steamboat stuff in his place. So I went to Jurong Point and came back with bags of food. I was almost dying while waiting for the bus. It was then I saw that there was a seat vacant next to the bus stop. So I went quickly to get the seat (I wasnt very fast as I was carrying really alot of things). This malay uncle then appeared out of nowhere and put his stuff on the bench to 'chop' the seat. I was so pissed but I admit that I just wasnt fast enough so I stood next to him. The young malay girl sitting next to him saw me and didnt even bother to let me have her seat and just sat there smsing..
So typical right..
I finally got the uncle's seat when his bus came and soon I had to leave too cause my bus came as well. Then, while I was struggling with my shopping bags, this Indian lady came and watched me like a hawk, waiting to seize my seat. "Fine", I told myself. When I got up the bus, everyone rushed to grab a seat, young and old, leaving me to stand with my thousand plastic bags. It didnt help when there was a huge traffic jam due to the peak hour and that the driver was driving like he was some kind of a hell rider..
I had the opportunity to take out my keys beforehand to prepare to open the door, but I had no hands to open it. So when I alighted from the bus stop, I was hoping that the 3 others whom alighted with me would have the decency to open the blardy gate. I turned back and looked at them, this f****** chinese lady just look at me with the classic dumb look, and the malay man was carry a toddler, his wife was doing something else. When I refused to open the door, they had no choice but to pretend to search through their bag. I mean seriously, you know you'll need to open the gate to get in, shouldn't you prepare the keys in advance? Or do you think somebody else will have the keys and open the goddamned gate for you?? When I saw this, I did a very obvious rolling of the eyes and went to open the gate myself, with my dozen shopping bags.. The malay guy whio saw me rolling my eyes, helped me with the door (and may I add, he was also carrying a toddler) and I thanked him. The chinese woman then happily strolled in without having to touch her keys.
It was a very very tiring day, my mood wasnt so good from the start, and all these just made it worse..
I totally understand when they say Singaporeans need to get their attitude checked.
Being a Singaporean, I am ashamed.
My dad has his usual gout problem and cant drive, so I took the initiative to buy the steamboat stuff in his place. So I went to Jurong Point and came back with bags of food. I was almost dying while waiting for the bus. It was then I saw that there was a seat vacant next to the bus stop. So I went quickly to get the seat (I wasnt very fast as I was carrying really alot of things). This malay uncle then appeared out of nowhere and put his stuff on the bench to 'chop' the seat. I was so pissed but I admit that I just wasnt fast enough so I stood next to him. The young malay girl sitting next to him saw me and didnt even bother to let me have her seat and just sat there smsing..
So typical right..
I finally got the uncle's seat when his bus came and soon I had to leave too cause my bus came as well. Then, while I was struggling with my shopping bags, this Indian lady came and watched me like a hawk, waiting to seize my seat. "Fine", I told myself. When I got up the bus, everyone rushed to grab a seat, young and old, leaving me to stand with my thousand plastic bags. It didnt help when there was a huge traffic jam due to the peak hour and that the driver was driving like he was some kind of a hell rider..
I had the opportunity to take out my keys beforehand to prepare to open the door, but I had no hands to open it. So when I alighted from the bus stop, I was hoping that the 3 others whom alighted with me would have the decency to open the blardy gate. I turned back and looked at them, this f****** chinese lady just look at me with the classic dumb look, and the malay man was carry a toddler, his wife was doing something else. When I refused to open the door, they had no choice but to pretend to search through their bag. I mean seriously, you know you'll need to open the gate to get in, shouldn't you prepare the keys in advance? Or do you think somebody else will have the keys and open the goddamned gate for you?? When I saw this, I did a very obvious rolling of the eyes and went to open the gate myself, with my dozen shopping bags.. The malay guy whio saw me rolling my eyes, helped me with the door (and may I add, he was also carrying a toddler) and I thanked him. The chinese woman then happily strolled in without having to touch her keys.
It was a very very tiring day, my mood wasnt so good from the start, and all these just made it worse..
Saturday, November 7, 2009
I tolerated. I really tried. I should be happy now that you're gone. I just dont see why I should take anymore of your nonsense.
Just dont come back again...
Seriously.
I'm not some freaking hotline nor am I a hospice care service centre.
This is it. Really.
Okay, now for some entertainment..
Introducing my favourite singer of all time.. 絢香 Ayaka Iida.
Powerful voice! =)
Woots. Damn hot. Quote some fan, 'You kill me without your hands~~!!'. Lols. I thought that was quite amusing. Super cute okay! And those headphones! Oh man!! I want one of those!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
みんなさん、こんばんわ。。
きょうのレクッチャわとてもむずかしいです。
Haha.. I'm so excited that I've this new application. Thanks Linda! Okay. My Japanese suck. Those who know Japanese shouldn't be reading this. Still, I have to make it a point to update in Japanese every now and then. It's all about practice, practice, practice!
しゅくだいがたくさんあります。だいがくのせいかつわたいへんですね。
台湾が好きです。でも、お金がありません。それから、毎週の水曜日と金曜日に働きます。
今、テレビを見ます。１０時のprogrammeわとてもおもしろいですから、私毎晩を見ます。
もう１０時ですね。。
じゃ、また。
きょうのレクッチャわとてもむずかしいです。
Haha.. I'm so excited that I've this new application. Thanks Linda! Okay. My Japanese suck. Those who know Japanese shouldn't be reading this. Still, I have to make it a point to update in Japanese every now and then. It's all about practice, practice, practice!
しゅくだいがたくさんあります。だいがくのせいかつわたいへんですね。
台湾が好きです。でも、お金がありません。それから、毎週の水曜日と金曜日に働きます。
今、テレビを見ます。１０時のprogrammeわとてもおもしろいですから、私毎晩を見ます。
もう１０時ですね。。
じゃ、また。
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Dont really have an urge to blog but I guess I should update anyway.
These few weeks have been hectic. Running ard singapore doing crazy stuff..
Had Nihon Mura buffet and it was great. I will be back.. someday.
Went Sun Tanning at sentosa where there was no sun(this somehow always happens to me). Managed to earn a free dinner which wasnt so bad.
Went to lengs hse for chocolate and card making session in preparation for YY's bday.
YY's bday celebration. Everyone had to wear a dress which wasnt anything special for me. Went to this pub in clarke quay, yello jello and was fascinated by its retro decor and marvellous hospitality. Cheap drinks, great music. Whats more to ask for? Real celebration started when we left the pub and made yy wear a 'free hugs' sandwich board. It was an experience seeing how people, mostly caucasians, would run up to her and give her a hug. That aside, I still believe that the free hugs campaign will only work for people who looks decent at least..
Swimming day. Everyone was so excited about it. We cheered when we saw the big warm sun smiling at us in the sky. Linda got shot by bullets but luckily it wasnt able to penetrate through. Not that her skin is thick though. =x We all turned darker at the end of the day. Woo Hoo!~
Yesterday, we went clubbing at St James. Quote sha, "sick james". Ok the place sucks totally. Still, I wouldnt say that I didnt enjoy myself, apart from all the complains and never-moving queues. It was surprising ok to me that we didnt get our drinks in the end and the fact that me and Linda never made it to the dance floor. Maybe its because I'd rather be queueing than be struggling with keeping up with the beat. So poor Linda, no drinks no dance. We made friends though. =)
And today! I got back my results for some of the courses and realise that I am below average. Goodness gracious! Mamafannabobannna! (sorry, just want to say tt)
And oh yea one last thing!
You ******, I cant stand your ******* attitude and your ****** face. Your ****** reaction pisses me off and you're so damn *******. If I had a gun and a bullet, I will ***** you first and if you have a twin, I will take the bullet and ***** myself! You just dont know how ********** you are and how irritating it could be. If I had a choice, I would want to have nothing to do with you. You're just not ***** it. Bloody *********** shit.
These few weeks have been hectic. Running ard singapore doing crazy stuff..
Had Nihon Mura buffet and it was great. I will be back.. someday.
Went Sun Tanning at sentosa where there was no sun(this somehow always happens to me). Managed to earn a free dinner which wasnt so bad.
Went to lengs hse for chocolate and card making session in preparation for YY's bday.
YY's bday celebration. Everyone had to wear a dress which wasnt anything special for me. Went to this pub in clarke quay, yello jello and was fascinated by its retro decor and marvellous hospitality. Cheap drinks, great music. Whats more to ask for? Real celebration started when we left the pub and made yy wear a 'free hugs' sandwich board. It was an experience seeing how people, mostly caucasians, would run up to her and give her a hug. That aside, I still believe that the free hugs campaign will only work for people who looks decent at least..
Swimming day. Everyone was so excited about it. We cheered when we saw the big warm sun smiling at us in the sky. Linda got shot by bullets but luckily it wasnt able to penetrate through. Not that her skin is thick though. =x We all turned darker at the end of the day. Woo Hoo!~
Yesterday, we went clubbing at St James. Quote sha, "sick james". Ok the place sucks totally. Still, I wouldnt say that I didnt enjoy myself, apart from all the complains and never-moving queues. It was surprising ok to me that we didnt get our drinks in the end and the fact that me and Linda never made it to the dance floor. Maybe its because I'd rather be queueing than be struggling with keeping up with the beat. So poor Linda, no drinks no dance. We made friends though. =)
And today! I got back my results for some of the courses and realise that I am below average. Goodness gracious! Mamafannabobannna! (sorry, just want to say tt)
And oh yea one last thing!
You ******, I cant stand your ******* attitude and your ****** face. Your ****** reaction pisses me off and you're so damn *******. If I had a gun and a bullet, I will ***** you first and if you have a twin, I will take the bullet and ***** myself! You just dont know how ********** you are and how irritating it could be. If I had a choice, I would want to have nothing to do with you. You're just not ***** it. Bloody *********** shit.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Eek! Its wednesday and I havent been studying much. Oh great. Panic attack again.. Its time to give up..
Crayon Shin Chan's creator, Mr Yoshito Usui, died about a week ago and this piece of news was a great shock to me. My adolescent years were spent watching his works. I would buy his VCDs, and even try to find them on youtube. I love Crayon Shin Chan! Usui san is a talent! And they had to take him away. I remember singing the opening song of the cartoon that morning, only to find out that he was dead in the evening. Great. Now there will be no more Shin Chan. No more Green peppers. No more little bear biscuits. No more flat-chested, fat-butt mothers. Nooo..
Just finished Season 1 and on to Season 2 of Friends. Yay. Thats fast. They're really great Lengs. How can they manage to stay funny for 10 seasons? Dont you think its amazing? The whole concept of having a group of friends staying together kinda gets to me probably. =S
Please stay a little..
I have got alot of ideas recently. But I only have the budget for one. It also seems that I cant find a companion to fulfill my dreams.. Why is it so difficult? They're always saying 'yea sure why not?' and the next thing I know I am all alone again.
I guess I've just got myself to depend on and let's face it, you've just gotta do some things on your own.
Oh man.. My eyelids are getting heavy and its 12 in the afternoon. Its not as if I havent gotten enough sleep or anything.
Yay. Off to sleep some more.
Crayon Shin Chan's creator, Mr Yoshito Usui, died about a week ago and this piece of news was a great shock to me. My adolescent years were spent watching his works. I would buy his VCDs, and even try to find them on youtube. I love Crayon Shin Chan! Usui san is a talent! And they had to take him away. I remember singing the opening song of the cartoon that morning, only to find out that he was dead in the evening. Great. Now there will be no more Shin Chan. No more Green peppers. No more little bear biscuits. No more flat-chested, fat-butt mothers. Nooo..
Just finished Season 1 and on to Season 2 of Friends. Yay. Thats fast. They're really great Lengs. How can they manage to stay funny for 10 seasons? Dont you think its amazing? The whole concept of having a group of friends staying together kinda gets to me probably. =S
Please stay a little..
I have got alot of ideas recently. But I only have the budget for one. It also seems that I cant find a companion to fulfill my dreams.. Why is it so difficult? They're always saying 'yea sure why not?' and the next thing I know I am all alone again.
I guess I've just got myself to depend on and let's face it, you've just gotta do some things on your own.
Oh man.. My eyelids are getting heavy and its 12 in the afternoon. Its not as if I havent gotten enough sleep or anything.
Yay. Off to sleep some more.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Selfish world. We must all be selfish. We should only do things to our own benefit.
No more accomodation. No more putting up with things. Its time to learn from your fall and stand tough amidst this cruel cruel world.
Society has no room for weaklings. Dont be a weakling. Stand strong stella. Its time you learn.
When you feel you dont belong here, drift away and move on. Cause thats how it works.
Talk less, Act more. And all good things are yours..
When I was 6 yrs old.
Music teacher: Stella, do you have a best friend?
Me: No. There are no such things as 'best friends'. Today they may be your best friend, tomorrow they may be your greatest enemy.
I shld get back the maturity of thought I had since young.
No more accomodation. No more putting up with things. Its time to learn from your fall and stand tough amidst this cruel cruel world.
Society has no room for weaklings. Dont be a weakling. Stand strong stella. Its time you learn.
When you feel you dont belong here, drift away and move on. Cause thats how it works.
Talk less, Act more. And all good things are yours..
When I was 6 yrs old.
Music teacher: Stella, do you have a best friend?
Me: No. There are no such things as 'best friends'. Today they may be your best friend, tomorrow they may be your greatest enemy.
I shld get back the maturity of thought I had since young.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Its actually my 'me time' now but I shall blog because I havent been blogging for awhile now. Hmm of course, the first thing that comes to mind.. School.
Stressful and the thought of having to drag my lazy ass out of the house by 8 is just dreadful!~ Hmm.. this week has been a long long week.. full of ups and downs.. Ups: managed to catch up with some of my old friends, had a good time chatting away. Downs: Japanese lecture, Japanese tutorials, Japanese language, Japanese tests, Japanese homework and all the other subjects that makes life worse. =) So.. what can I say... Chiong ar!!
Haha.. Seok peng I miss you! Havent seen you for awhile now..! thanks for tagging. Yes, I'm still looking for a laptop bag. Its no rush since I dont bring my lappy out often anyway. =D
Yesterday, I chanced upon a video while randomly surfing on youtube. Its really funny! Ok I dont think I have a low humour level but in case you dont laugh when you see NIGAHIGA's works, its not my fault. I would recommend this to weijian, who is still slacking at home because I think you're gonna be so amused. So go youtube, type in nigahiga and watch those videos, esp the 'movies in minutes' series. =) That'll keep you entertained for awhile. =)
Damn! I'm down with flu and cough. Its a double attack!! Haiz. My health is deteriorating.. I need POWERUPs!!~ Haha I'm listening to super high Japanese songs now, thanks to the music exchange session with linda during dinner just now. I'm in a really good mood now! I can jump up and down my bed screaming my lungs out if not for the fact that its past midnight and I might just destroy my comfy bed by doing so.
OOoooOOOKKKaayyyyyyy... Time to go to bed! Gotta wake up at 7 tmr! Whahahaha.. I just showered so I dont have to shower tmr when I wake up!! WHhahahahahahahaha!!! Oyasuminasai~
Stressful and the thought of having to drag my lazy ass out of the house by 8 is just dreadful!~ Hmm.. this week has been a long long week.. full of ups and downs.. Ups: managed to catch up with some of my old friends, had a good time chatting away. Downs: Japanese lecture, Japanese tutorials, Japanese language, Japanese tests, Japanese homework and all the other subjects that makes life worse. =) So.. what can I say... Chiong ar!!
Haha.. Seok peng I miss you! Havent seen you for awhile now..! thanks for tagging. Yes, I'm still looking for a laptop bag. Its no rush since I dont bring my lappy out often anyway. =D
Yesterday, I chanced upon a video while randomly surfing on youtube. Its really funny! Ok I dont think I have a low humour level but in case you dont laugh when you see NIGAHIGA's works, its not my fault. I would recommend this to weijian, who is still slacking at home because I think you're gonna be so amused. So go youtube, type in nigahiga and watch those videos, esp the 'movies in minutes' series. =) That'll keep you entertained for awhile. =)
Damn! I'm down with flu and cough. Its a double attack!! Haiz. My health is deteriorating.. I need POWERUPs!!~ Haha I'm listening to super high Japanese songs now, thanks to the music exchange session with linda during dinner just now. I'm in a really good mood now! I can jump up and down my bed screaming my lungs out if not for the fact that its past midnight and I might just destroy my comfy bed by doing so.
OOoooOOOKKKaayyyyyyy... Time to go to bed! Gotta wake up at 7 tmr! Whahahaha.. I just showered so I dont have to shower tmr when I wake up!! WHhahahahahahahaha!!! Oyasuminasai~
Saturday, August 22, 2009
A few things to blog about..
School. Ok I shall declare that I'm super stressed now. No matter how hard I try, I cant seem to catch up. Its just 2 weeks into school life and already I'm struggling. Japanese is really hard and all the quizzes which will be counted for the assessment IS NOT HELPING!
But if given a choice, would I still want to take up Japanese? Yes. Because its my interest and thus I shall brave through the storms! Ganbatte ne!
I've come so far, I cant go back to where I used to be.
CCA. I dont have a cca, but I know I should get one. Or I'll be labelled as a slacker in my report card. Can somebody tell me which is the slackest club? lols.. Haiz. I wanna join so many clubs but I've got so little time.
I'm desperately looking for Japanese songs right now. Trying to remind myself time and again, the reason why I took up Japanese language and trying to keep the interest there.
Tomorrow is another tough day because I'll need to do revisions (again) and finish my homework.
I'm so tempted to travel again. I'm definitely going for a trip during the december holidays. Thats my only motivation to work hard for now. Please let me get through this.
1st day of the 7th mth. I was haunted by my past..
School. Ok I shall declare that I'm super stressed now. No matter how hard I try, I cant seem to catch up. Its just 2 weeks into school life and already I'm struggling. Japanese is really hard and all the quizzes which will be counted for the assessment IS NOT HELPING!
But if given a choice, would I still want to take up Japanese? Yes. Because its my interest and thus I shall brave through the storms! Ganbatte ne!
I've come so far, I cant go back to where I used to be.
CCA. I dont have a cca, but I know I should get one. Or I'll be labelled as a slacker in my report card. Can somebody tell me which is the slackest club? lols.. Haiz. I wanna join so many clubs but I've got so little time.
I'm desperately looking for Japanese songs right now. Trying to remind myself time and again, the reason why I took up Japanese language and trying to keep the interest there.
Tomorrow is another tough day because I'll need to do revisions (again) and finish my homework.
I'm so tempted to travel again. I'm definitely going for a trip during the december holidays. Thats my only motivation to work hard for now. Please let me get through this.
1st day of the 7th mth. I was haunted by my past..
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Having a headache now. Suddenly lost the urge to blog but since I'm here I shall just type some random stuff here.
Hmm.. Should I pay a little more to get a nicer laptop bag? I dont understand why wl thinks that a crumpler laptop bag is cheap. Doesnt make sense to me. Well, its a good thing that I'm not a slave to branding. Wouldnt want to burn in hole in my pocket just for that.
I dont understand why I'm so affected by this person's sucky behaviour. I know I should just live my own life and enjoy myself but I'm always so turned off by this person that I cant seem to have a good time with this person's presence!
Stella! Mind your own business!
Whahahahaha.... Went to Harvi's bday party in the evening. It was fun and it was very heartwarming to see him thanking his parents for bringing him up. Who would've thought? A guy. Thanking his parents. In front of everybody. =)
Which reminds me, I'm going to be 21 next year. How should I celebrate this? Should I go for a vacation? Or should I book a chalet? mmm...
Hmm.. Should I pay a little more to get a nicer laptop bag? I dont understand why wl thinks that a crumpler laptop bag is cheap. Doesnt make sense to me. Well, its a good thing that I'm not a slave to branding. Wouldnt want to burn in hole in my pocket just for that.
I dont understand why I'm so affected by this person's sucky behaviour. I know I should just live my own life and enjoy myself but I'm always so turned off by this person that I cant seem to have a good time with this person's presence!
Stella! Mind your own business!
Whahahahaha.... Went to Harvi's bday party in the evening. It was fun and it was very heartwarming to see him thanking his parents for bringing him up. Who would've thought? A guy. Thanking his parents. In front of everybody. =)
Which reminds me, I'm going to be 21 next year. How should I celebrate this? Should I go for a vacation? Or should I book a chalet? mmm...
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Yay.. Back from O week. Finally.. Cant believe school is starting next week. Nooo... I'm not mentally prepared yet.
HTHT sessions were interesting and shocking.. The story I heard today, once again, justifies the fact that men are apes.
Recently, I've come into contact with a few apes and thus the generalisation.
Reality sucks and the ability to see through it all made it worse. Sigh.
Move on my dear, Move on...
Camp pictures on Facebook! =)))))
HTHT sessions were interesting and shocking.. The story I heard today, once again, justifies the fact that men are apes.
Recently, I've come into contact with a few apes and thus the generalisation.
Reality sucks and the ability to see through it all made it worse. Sigh.
Move on my dear, Move on...
Camp pictures on Facebook! =)))))
Thursday, August 6, 2009
The Greatest Gift Of All - Jim Brickman and Michelle Wright
It's not the flowers,
wrapped in fancy paper
It's not the ring,
I wear around my finger
There's nothing in all the world I need
When I have you here beside me,
here beside me
So you could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them all
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
In your arms,
I found a strength inside me
And in your eyes,
there's a light to guide me
I would be lost without you
And all that my heart could ever want has come true
So you could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
SoI could wish on them all
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
You could offer me the sun, the moon
And I would still believe
You gave me everything
When you gave your heart to me
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
You could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them all
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
Your love is the greatest gift of all
Greatest gift of all
It's not the flowers,
wrapped in fancy paper
It's not the ring,
I wear around my finger
There's nothing in all the world I need
When I have you here beside me,
here beside me
So you could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them all
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
In your arms,
I found a strength inside me
And in your eyes,
there's a light to guide me
I would be lost without you
And all that my heart could ever want has come true
So you could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
SoI could wish on them all
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
You could offer me the sun, the moon
And I would still believe
You gave me everything
When you gave your heart to me
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
You could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them all
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
Your love is the greatest gift of all
Greatest gift of all
Monday, August 3, 2009
Woosh! Another week gone. =( School is starting and its goodbye to korean dramas, slacking, day dreaming, shopping and having fun. Still.. all is worth it! Lots of stress for a better tomorrow!
Progress:
Tuesday: Visiting WJ
Da Bao-ed food up to WJ place. Ate, chat and watched disturbia. Chat some more and played MJ. Logged on to FB and started comparing OGs. Went to eat sushi at nihon mura and then proceed to jp for shopping.
Wednesday: Registration plus Schizo 2.5
Went for FASS registration, bought laptop and signed up for many things. Tired! Then went home to change for OG outing 2.5. Starting was bad, of which I shant go into further details, but overall was fantastic as expected. =) Camwhored like siao and of course the pictures were great cause I was the photographer. Mambo was cool although I wished we had more people there. To Clique: We should go tgt. It'll be damn fun. Guaranteed. Supper then went home.
Thursday: O week day 1
Went in at about 8 am with only 1 hr of sleep. Was camwhore IC so all I did was take pictures! Whoa. Cool. I like taking pictures yo! Left for home at ard 4 to change and get ready for shakespeare play at Drama centre theatre. Met up with WL at bugis, then went manhattan fish mkt to have dinner. Was rushing like mad so didnt really get to enjoy the food. Shakespeare play was thumbs up! HAHA. VERY VERY funny!! Was laughing my ass off. Literally. Watching a play is good cause all you have to do is shut up and enjoy the play. Dont have to crack my brains to come up with topics to talk to WL to cut the awkward silences, which was a torture btw. Was supposed to go back to camp at 11 but decided that I was too tired to drag myself there so I stayed at home and had a good rest instead.
Friday: O week day 2
Woke up early to bid for modules. It was surprisingly interesting with the help of Linda. Lost 2 bids and won 3. Slept again and went back to sch at ard 4. Took many pics again, then had some chats with Kat. Okay, she is hiding too many things from me! Damn, I should've have gone for the HTHT at vivo! Haiz... Went down to vivo with tirius for late dinner then home sweet home.
Saturday: Malaysia
Sis was kind enough to bring us along for her monthly hair check at m'sia. Went city square again as she insist that the hairstylist there is the best(totally not true and its damn ex!). Walked ard, bought some stationery and a skirt. Nice! At least I managed to get something. City square is so cool la. They created an indoor volleyball court and invited both singapore and m'sia teams to play. So after my shopping, I bought guavas and watched the vb matches. Shiok ar.. Haha.. But M'sia things are getting more and more expensive. Seriously not worth it to shop there anymore.
=( To my dear sister, please bring us to other places, we're really sick of city square thanks!
Sunday: Slacking at home
FBFBFBFB... Then watched my favourite HK dramas(so addictive) and FB somemore. Then went to Grandma's house and chat for awhile and here I am! Resting for tomorrow. Haiz.. Camp until Friday again.. Last camp though. Shall enjoy while I still can.. =)
Recently, I've come to see the light of many things and I'm grateful for this sudden revelation. Things are not always what it seems and I'm glad I know this. Really.
Ima Happy Gurl!! ^-^
Progress:
Tuesday: Visiting WJ
Da Bao-ed food up to WJ place. Ate, chat and watched disturbia. Chat some more and played MJ. Logged on to FB and started comparing OGs. Went to eat sushi at nihon mura and then proceed to jp for shopping.
Wednesday: Registration plus Schizo 2.5
Went for FASS registration, bought laptop and signed up for many things. Tired! Then went home to change for OG outing 2.5. Starting was bad, of which I shant go into further details, but overall was fantastic as expected. =) Camwhored like siao and of course the pictures were great cause I was the photographer. Mambo was cool although I wished we had more people there. To Clique: We should go tgt. It'll be damn fun. Guaranteed. Supper then went home.
Thursday: O week day 1
Went in at about 8 am with only 1 hr of sleep. Was camwhore IC so all I did was take pictures! Whoa. Cool. I like taking pictures yo! Left for home at ard 4 to change and get ready for shakespeare play at Drama centre theatre. Met up with WL at bugis, then went manhattan fish mkt to have dinner. Was rushing like mad so didnt really get to enjoy the food. Shakespeare play was thumbs up! HAHA. VERY VERY funny!! Was laughing my ass off. Literally. Watching a play is good cause all you have to do is shut up and enjoy the play. Dont have to crack my brains to come up with topics to talk to WL to cut the awkward silences, which was a torture btw. Was supposed to go back to camp at 11 but decided that I was too tired to drag myself there so I stayed at home and had a good rest instead.
Friday: O week day 2
Woke up early to bid for modules. It was surprisingly interesting with the help of Linda. Lost 2 bids and won 3. Slept again and went back to sch at ard 4. Took many pics again, then had some chats with Kat. Okay, she is hiding too many things from me! Damn, I should've have gone for the HTHT at vivo! Haiz... Went down to vivo with tirius for late dinner then home sweet home.
Saturday: Malaysia
Sis was kind enough to bring us along for her monthly hair check at m'sia. Went city square again as she insist that the hairstylist there is the best(totally not true and its damn ex!). Walked ard, bought some stationery and a skirt. Nice! At least I managed to get something. City square is so cool la. They created an indoor volleyball court and invited both singapore and m'sia teams to play. So after my shopping, I bought guavas and watched the vb matches. Shiok ar.. Haha.. But M'sia things are getting more and more expensive. Seriously not worth it to shop there anymore.
=( To my dear sister, please bring us to other places, we're really sick of city square thanks!
Sunday: Slacking at home
FBFBFBFB... Then watched my favourite HK dramas(so addictive) and FB somemore. Then went to Grandma's house and chat for awhile and here I am! Resting for tomorrow. Haiz.. Camp until Friday again.. Last camp though. Shall enjoy while I still can.. =)
Recently, I've come to see the light of many things and I'm grateful for this sudden revelation. Things are not always what it seems and I'm glad I know this. Really.
Ima Happy Gurl!! ^-^
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Hello! I'm back by popular demand! Okok. So its just weijian rushing me to blog because he has nothing to do at home..
Escape with clique was fun, except for the fact that when I closed my eyes preparing for sleep last night, I could still feel the earth revolving ard me. Scary.
1st time playing the go kart. I felt like I was an F1 driver speeding along the race track. I could feel the wind against my face as I stepped on the accelerator. It was cool. I was cool.
Log boat. Many fond memories of my young and innocent days. First time my weight was appreciated cause the splash was greater hence more thrilling.
Pirate Ship was scary. I felt like I was going to fall and having people at the bottom while you're at the top made it worse. My legs were shaking the whole time and I was so tempted to just close my eyes and make this feeling go away. The 2nd try was way better with much distractions by our favourite Action no 99~!
Fass talks today. 6 hrs long and very tiring since I woke up at 7. Met this very insensitive, narcissist during the break and the next half of the lecture was badly affected. Still I'm not as affected as I used to be because I now understand that when a person speaks like this, he is shallow and we should never stoop to their level.
Recently, I am increasingly convinced that I am more of a type B kinda person. Let me explain the grading system in detail. Type A means that you like a person because he/she is cute. Type B means that the person is cute because you like him/her. I'm proud to say that I'm very particular about character and I judge a person solely based on the character alone. To that particular someone, you're nothing special, if you think you're so damn great, maybe you should change your mirror or rather, your glasses.
Okie shall blog again tomorrow because I'm falling asleep alr..
Escape with clique was fun, except for the fact that when I closed my eyes preparing for sleep last night, I could still feel the earth revolving ard me. Scary.
1st time playing the go kart. I felt like I was an F1 driver speeding along the race track. I could feel the wind against my face as I stepped on the accelerator. It was cool. I was cool.
Log boat. Many fond memories of my young and innocent days. First time my weight was appreciated cause the splash was greater hence more thrilling.
Pirate Ship was scary. I felt like I was going to fall and having people at the bottom while you're at the top made it worse. My legs were shaking the whole time and I was so tempted to just close my eyes and make this feeling go away. The 2nd try was way better with much distractions by our favourite Action no 99~!
Fass talks today. 6 hrs long and very tiring since I woke up at 7. Met this very insensitive, narcissist during the break and the next half of the lecture was badly affected. Still I'm not as affected as I used to be because I now understand that when a person speaks like this, he is shallow and we should never stoop to their level.
Recently, I am increasingly convinced that I am more of a type B kinda person. Let me explain the grading system in detail. Type A means that you like a person because he/she is cute. Type B means that the person is cute because you like him/her. I'm proud to say that I'm very particular about character and I judge a person solely based on the character alone. To that particular someone, you're nothing special, if you think you're so damn great, maybe you should change your mirror or rather, your glasses.
Okie shall blog again tomorrow because I'm falling asleep alr..
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Yay! Blogger is back! Wasnt able to blog because blogger was down..
Updates! Updates!
Clique chalet
Alot of HTHT.. Many surprises.. Wasnt a very exciting experience but it was enjoyable. Day 1. Met up with clique at Ya kun. Manage to catch up a little with Sarah, who just came back from Australia. Bought some rations and headed off to Pasir ris. Spend the day eating and playing mj. Played the 'I've never' and the drinking game at night and HTHT-ed.
Day 2. Played somemore mj, slack ard, ate cup noodles and went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Not as good as the previous series but I'm glad lengshan was there to explain to me. =) Went back to our chalet, had a very scary experience with the cockroaches. OMG I nearly died. Had another round of HTHT and went to bed.
See? our chalet is very different. =D
Schizo's 1st outing!
Woo hoo.. Miss the schizo ppl so much! Met up at the Cathay and walked over to minds cafe to play board games. It was fun and I had a great time. Haha.. Dinner at nihon mura was cool too. Talked about modules and stuff. Oh man.. me and kat were really lost. Haha.. Went over to Xue's place and played Kings. Oh man... Got lots of unglam and disgusting pics! Haha.. Schizo ppl are really nice n cool yo! Linda was very safe throughout the game. Not fair!! Reached home at 4. Lols.. shagg..
Shopping
Went shopping on my own in town. Bought like 3 tshirts at a damn good price. Thanks to GSS. Definitely going back for more. Haha. I need alot of tshirts for sch anyway. It was fun doing things alone. I had a sudden revelation that no matter how my life will change in future, this part of me will remain. I'm still the loner and loving it!
Eh! I wanna watch the Complete works of William Shakespeare. But the clique isnt really keen. Eventually I was able to get WL to go but tickets for students were sold out!! Oh man.. I really want to watch this. Damn! Tsk..
Argh spent the day slacking at home again.. Shall plan and get my lazy ass out of the house tmr! =))))
Updates! Updates!
Clique chalet
Alot of HTHT.. Many surprises.. Wasnt a very exciting experience but it was enjoyable. Day 1. Met up with clique at Ya kun. Manage to catch up a little with Sarah, who just came back from Australia. Bought some rations and headed off to Pasir ris. Spend the day eating and playing mj. Played the 'I've never' and the drinking game at night and HTHT-ed.
Day 2. Played somemore mj, slack ard, ate cup noodles and went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Not as good as the previous series but I'm glad lengshan was there to explain to me. =) Went back to our chalet, had a very scary experience with the cockroaches. OMG I nearly died. Had another round of HTHT and went to bed.
See? our chalet is very different. =D
Schizo's 1st outing!
Woo hoo.. Miss the schizo ppl so much! Met up at the Cathay and walked over to minds cafe to play board games. It was fun and I had a great time. Haha.. Dinner at nihon mura was cool too. Talked about modules and stuff. Oh man.. me and kat were really lost. Haha.. Went over to Xue's place and played Kings. Oh man... Got lots of unglam and disgusting pics! Haha.. Schizo ppl are really nice n cool yo! Linda was very safe throughout the game. Not fair!! Reached home at 4. Lols.. shagg..
Shopping
Went shopping on my own in town. Bought like 3 tshirts at a damn good price. Thanks to GSS. Definitely going back for more. Haha. I need alot of tshirts for sch anyway. It was fun doing things alone. I had a sudden revelation that no matter how my life will change in future, this part of me will remain. I'm still the loner and loving it!
Eh! I wanna watch the Complete works of William Shakespeare. But the clique isnt really keen. Eventually I was able to get WL to go but tickets for students were sold out!! Oh man.. I really want to watch this. Damn! Tsk..
Argh spent the day slacking at home again.. Shall plan and get my lazy ass out of the house tmr! =))))
Sunday, July 12, 2009
I'm back from Union Camp and would gladly announce that it was a great experience!
Most people would find that the camp wasnt as good as Arts camp but truthfully, I think I like Union Camp a little better.
Seriously, I think its the different aspects of camp that you're looking at. In my point of view, a camp is a portal for me to make friends and have hell lotta fun with them. So its not so much of the activities in the camp that I'm looking forward to.
What I liked about the camp:
-My OG
-the flyer (night 2)
-the food (Yum!)
-swimming day (day 3)
-war games (last day)
-the hostel (no need for sharing)
-fou-zza!
What I dont really like about the camp:
-Some OGLs/Councillors
-the delays and sudden need to rush
-beach day (day 1)
-amazing race (day 2)
So to weigh it off, I think I really enjoyed the camp! =)
A few people to thank...
Linda. I'd like to say thank you for being with me throughout the camp. Even though you could've mixed more with the rest, you're always with me, looking out for me and making sure that I'm not left out. =) I could feel it. You've taught me many things and I'm really thankful. I'm glad you're here and I feel much comfortable being crazy and high~.
This guy in my OG. Thanks for carrying a super heavy load of fats when you could've just moved to the back and grab another partner. Thanks for assuring that you wouldnt drop me and kept your promise. Thanks for not probing on about my weight. I have conquered the fear of this activity and feel extremely good!
My Og is the best! No one is particularly ang moh pai except for fou-zza but he is ok with it. The girls are all very friendly and the guys are all gentlemanly(with the exception of some of course). Everyone is so nice and I'm suffering withdrawal syndromes aft the camp.
Ohhhh Mama wo xi huan!!!~~ I say Fou! You say Zza~~! Fou! Zza! Fou! Zza! Now Point! ----->
Most people would find that the camp wasnt as good as Arts camp but truthfully, I think I like Union Camp a little better.
Seriously, I think its the different aspects of camp that you're looking at. In my point of view, a camp is a portal for me to make friends and have hell lotta fun with them. So its not so much of the activities in the camp that I'm looking forward to.
What I liked about the camp:
-My OG
-the flyer (night 2)
-the food (Yum!)
-swimming day (day 3)
-war games (last day)
-the hostel (no need for sharing)
-fou-zza!
What I dont really like about the camp:
-Some OGLs/Councillors
-the delays and sudden need to rush
-beach day (day 1)
-amazing race (day 2)
So to weigh it off, I think I really enjoyed the camp! =)
A few people to thank...
Linda. I'd like to say thank you for being with me throughout the camp. Even though you could've mixed more with the rest, you're always with me, looking out for me and making sure that I'm not left out. =) I could feel it. You've taught me many things and I'm really thankful. I'm glad you're here and I feel much comfortable being crazy and high~.
This guy in my OG. Thanks for carrying a super heavy load of fats when you could've just moved to the back and grab another partner. Thanks for assuring that you wouldnt drop me and kept your promise. Thanks for not probing on about my weight. I have conquered the fear of this activity and feel extremely good!
My Og is the best! No one is particularly ang moh pai except for fou-zza but he is ok with it. The girls are all very friendly and the guys are all gentlemanly(with the exception of some of course). Everyone is so nice and I'm suffering withdrawal syndromes aft the camp.
Ohhhh Mama wo xi huan!!!~~ I say Fou! You say Zza~~! Fou! Zza! Fou! Zza! Now Point! ----->
Monday, July 6, 2009
I'm here again. 2 posts in a day. This post is to commemorate the loss of a very good friend. Not like he is dead or anything...
For the friend.
For the friend who kept me company in the toughest times, walking through that long dreadful journey.
For the friend who tries hard to help but never really did succeed.
For the friend who would gladly be the fool as long as he is entertainment.
For the friend who thought of me during prayers.
For the friend who shows his weakness and laughs at them
For the friend who never hesitates
For the friend who keeps accomodating and finding excuses for the faults of his friends
For the friend who generously treats because money is not as important
For the friend who tolerates my endless criticisms and pms-es
For the friend who cares when I'm feeling down
For the friend who treats me truly as a friend
Cheers to the friend who had found a better friend.
For the friend.
For the friend who kept me company in the toughest times, walking through that long dreadful journey.
For the friend who tries hard to help but never really did succeed.
For the friend who would gladly be the fool as long as he is entertainment.
For the friend who thought of me during prayers.
For the friend who shows his weakness and laughs at them
For the friend who never hesitates
For the friend who keeps accomodating and finding excuses for the faults of his friends
For the friend who generously treats because money is not as important
For the friend who tolerates my endless criticisms and pms-es
For the friend who cares when I'm feeling down
For the friend who treats me truly as a friend
Cheers to the friend who had found a better friend.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I think I will never be able to understand how to live without my sensitivity. I am starting to think that confidence is very important. And as much as we would like to stay humble, a little confidence is necessary to carry it off.
A list of have-tos:
-Believe in myself
-Think that being ordinary is perfect
-Love myself for who I am
-Be proud of my knowledge
-Understand that a gd conversation requires different viewpoints
-Stop trying too hard to fit in
-Talk more
-Have a good time no matter what I'm doing
-Do not regret
-Be myself
I guess the whole new environment thingy is getting in to me. The insecurity and exposure.. I'm sure I will get through this and it will be a bliss thereafter.
I'm really packed with all the activities lined up for me.
I have og outing tmr, union camp for 4 days, swimming cum supporting Bestia, walkathon, pre-camp, meetup with Sarah, BTT, clique chalet, timbo chalet, O week, matriculation process, buy laptop and other before sch stuff..... =.= Tired.
A list of have-tos:
-Believe in myself
-Think that being ordinary is perfect
-Love myself for who I am
-Be proud of my knowledge
-Understand that a gd conversation requires different viewpoints
-Stop trying too hard to fit in
-Talk more
-Have a good time no matter what I'm doing
-Do not regret
-Be myself
I guess the whole new environment thingy is getting in to me. The insecurity and exposure.. I'm sure I will get through this and it will be a bliss thereafter.
I'm really packed with all the activities lined up for me.
I have og outing tmr, union camp for 4 days, swimming cum supporting Bestia, walkathon, pre-camp, meetup with Sarah, BTT, clique chalet, timbo chalet, O week, matriculation process, buy laptop and other before sch stuff..... =.= Tired.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
On certain occasions, I wished I was a social butterfly. Then I could so naturally fit in to a crowd and have a great time with people I'm not really close with. But it is also at this point in time, I look upon myself as a desperate individual, trying too hard to be someone else.
I miss my clique, I really do.. Because I dont have to pretend to be entertained, I can sit aside without feeling left out and I can do whatever I want and still be accepted. Yet, I cant always rely on them. The tough reality says I have to move on.
Timbre was overrated. I thought the band was so-so. The only thing good was the pizza, which I only ate like one piece and had to pay 25 bucks. So I went home broke, awkward and dead. As I was changing into comfortable clothes and cleaning up, it felt as if I had taken off my mask as well. It felt seriously comfortable and nothing feels better.
Its hard trying to be someone else, but its harder to make friends when you dont pretend to have common interests. Haha. Confusing as it sounds, it is pretty logical.
I'm glad I'm having teppanyaki at SY's hse tmr, then we can have a really good time catching up just being myself. We could all have a good time laughing at Bestia and playing games like theres no tomorrow...
I cant sleep tonight, basically because I dont want to. I'm still feeling a little awkward and I need to listen to some jazz to bring back good ol' Stella Porky Tang!
I miss my clique, I really do.. Because I dont have to pretend to be entertained, I can sit aside without feeling left out and I can do whatever I want and still be accepted. Yet, I cant always rely on them. The tough reality says I have to move on.
Timbre was overrated. I thought the band was so-so. The only thing good was the pizza, which I only ate like one piece and had to pay 25 bucks. So I went home broke, awkward and dead. As I was changing into comfortable clothes and cleaning up, it felt as if I had taken off my mask as well. It felt seriously comfortable and nothing feels better.
Its hard trying to be someone else, but its harder to make friends when you dont pretend to have common interests. Haha. Confusing as it sounds, it is pretty logical.
I'm glad I'm having teppanyaki at SY's hse tmr, then we can have a really good time catching up just being myself. We could all have a good time laughing at Bestia and playing games like theres no tomorrow...
I cant sleep tonight, basically because I dont want to. I'm still feeling a little awkward and I need to listen to some jazz to bring back good ol' Stella Porky Tang!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
A day at home forced me to spent alot of time thinking. The thoughts we too deep and dark that it made me drowsy and lethargic for the whole day.
I have successfully gotten him out of my life. The culprit who left me holding on to my chest like my heart was going to give way anytime. He remains a memory, an abandoned and incomplete scaffolding. It, however, also meant that I had nothing left to hope for whenever he signs into msn, whenever he messages, whenever he calls.. It was as if a part of me went missing and I have nothing to fill up that missing spot. As much as I'd like to be strong and move on like its no big deal, I know I'm living with an empty spot and although it doesnt hurt anymore... I guess I still need some time to get used to it. It is a wonder how it took so long and if he had seen this entry, he would probably think I'm overreacting, or being too emotional, as usual. I'd like to think that all this happened because I didnt manage to get someone better to replace him. That I was too desperate for a companion so I kept clinging on to the past. Then it would all be just a convenient misunderstanding from the start. I shant carry on with this topic.
To my friends whom are so beautifully perfect and imperfect in different ways, I am still trying to appreciate and banish those bad and selfish thoughts. There were many times that I get really worked up with individuals, but I'm really trying to be more positive. Cheating myself when I have to and learning to live with some insensitivity. Looking back, I think I'm very different today. I didnt have friends I could confide in back then, but I do now. Although I still have many dark thoughts kept inside, I've learnt to be more truthful and dependent. Because we tell each other when we encounter problems, we complain about our sad lives, we do ugly poses and laugh at horrible jokes, we cry watching a sad movie, we ask when we have a question even though its silly, we reject what we dont like, and we laugh at every fall, I am comfortable to be myself as I know we all have weaknesses.
Certain things I have to clear up before I go to bed.
Sha, I know it has been bothering you for some time, about the helping incident. I really wasnt pissed. I was just, very confused. Cause I actually felt bad that I was complaining a little too much to you and lengs, it was almost like I was trying to gain alliance and get everyone to agree and pity me, which I felt wasnt doing 'Person A' justice and I didnt want anyone to misunderstand. The talk with 'Person B' came to me as a shock, because I preferred to settle this on my own since I am the best person to do so. I heard this from 'Person X' and according to her, 'Person B' got even more worked up, and it hurt me to hear this, and truthfully I wasnt so happy to be kept in the dark, thats why. I felt that 'Person B' didnt get my intentions correctly, so I thought that it probably made matters worse. I appreciate your help of course, for I know that you meant well and was trying to help. I wasnt angy, but felt I wanted a confidante more than a third party resolution. Maybe my blog post came out harsh but please forgive me as my mood wasnt so good at that point in time and I wasnt able to think straight.
I feel so much better now.. =]
I have successfully gotten him out of my life. The culprit who left me holding on to my chest like my heart was going to give way anytime. He remains a memory, an abandoned and incomplete scaffolding. It, however, also meant that I had nothing left to hope for whenever he signs into msn, whenever he messages, whenever he calls.. It was as if a part of me went missing and I have nothing to fill up that missing spot. As much as I'd like to be strong and move on like its no big deal, I know I'm living with an empty spot and although it doesnt hurt anymore... I guess I still need some time to get used to it. It is a wonder how it took so long and if he had seen this entry, he would probably think I'm overreacting, or being too emotional, as usual. I'd like to think that all this happened because I didnt manage to get someone better to replace him. That I was too desperate for a companion so I kept clinging on to the past. Then it would all be just a convenient misunderstanding from the start. I shant carry on with this topic.
To my friends whom are so beautifully perfect and imperfect in different ways, I am still trying to appreciate and banish those bad and selfish thoughts. There were many times that I get really worked up with individuals, but I'm really trying to be more positive. Cheating myself when I have to and learning to live with some insensitivity. Looking back, I think I'm very different today. I didnt have friends I could confide in back then, but I do now. Although I still have many dark thoughts kept inside, I've learnt to be more truthful and dependent. Because we tell each other when we encounter problems, we complain about our sad lives, we do ugly poses and laugh at horrible jokes, we cry watching a sad movie, we ask when we have a question even though its silly, we reject what we dont like, and we laugh at every fall, I am comfortable to be myself as I know we all have weaknesses.
Certain things I have to clear up before I go to bed.
Sha, I know it has been bothering you for some time, about the helping incident. I really wasnt pissed. I was just, very confused. Cause I actually felt bad that I was complaining a little too much to you and lengs, it was almost like I was trying to gain alliance and get everyone to agree and pity me, which I felt wasnt doing 'Person A' justice and I didnt want anyone to misunderstand. The talk with 'Person B' came to me as a shock, because I preferred to settle this on my own since I am the best person to do so. I heard this from 'Person X' and according to her, 'Person B' got even more worked up, and it hurt me to hear this, and truthfully I wasnt so happy to be kept in the dark, thats why. I felt that 'Person B' didnt get my intentions correctly, so I thought that it probably made matters worse. I appreciate your help of course, for I know that you meant well and was trying to help. I wasnt angy, but felt I wanted a confidante more than a third party resolution. Maybe my blog post came out harsh but please forgive me as my mood wasnt so good at that point in time and I wasnt able to think straight.
I feel so much better now.. =]
Monday, June 22, 2009
I hate it when I have to keep everything inside. Thats why I created a blog. To vent all my frustrations so that I can get to sleep peacefully.
I dont understand why people take advices like insults and try all ways to get back at him again.
I mean isnt it better to be truthful? If so, why take it so hard?
Then we should all shut our mouths and pretend to be happy. Because thats the only way people will like you. Yes?!
Yes. From now I shall shut my bloody mouth and pretend to be a total airhead. Thats what we call 'accomodation' huh.. I know posting this online will probably get tags like, 'yo wuzzup.. cheer up okay..' but seriously, it doesnt work this way. People like us (overly sensitive people) just wana find a channel to rant about such thoughts because too often we feel this way and its gonna explode if we keep it all to ourselves. SO, the revelation is, just try to put on a happy mask and blog out all your shit when you get home, in the comfort of bedsheets and pillows.
I know I'll be feeling better tomorrow when the sun is up, so there is nothing to worry about. Meanwhile, I'll just have to knock myself out and rest since I've a few more hours till dawn..
I dont understand why people take advices like insults and try all ways to get back at him again.
I mean isnt it better to be truthful? If so, why take it so hard?
Then we should all shut our mouths and pretend to be happy. Because thats the only way people will like you. Yes?!
Yes. From now I shall shut my bloody mouth and pretend to be a total airhead. Thats what we call 'accomodation' huh.. I know posting this online will probably get tags like, 'yo wuzzup.. cheer up okay..' but seriously, it doesnt work this way. People like us (overly sensitive people) just wana find a channel to rant about such thoughts because too often we feel this way and its gonna explode if we keep it all to ourselves. SO, the revelation is, just try to put on a happy mask and blog out all your shit when you get home, in the comfort of bedsheets and pillows.
I know I'll be feeling better tomorrow when the sun is up, so there is nothing to worry about. Meanwhile, I'll just have to knock myself out and rest since I've a few more hours till dawn..
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Hiak Hiak Hiak!! Yes, it has been a week of rest and rejuvenation. I believe this could last forever.. But its getting a little fattening.. Tsk tsk tsk. Okay fine, so all that talk about losing weight was a hoax. Still, I must do something about this starting from tmr! or maybe the day after., or maybe next week.. hmm..
My Clique celebrated my birthday last tuesday in school. I got many nice cards and a Columbia windbreaker.
Thanks lengshan for the dinner intro.. =)
Yes! Kbox outing with Bestia and Linda on wed. 7 hrs of non-stop singing~~
Okay I'm seriously running low on funds due to the fact that I spent 110 bucks for 2 nus camps! Oh my god!! WHy Why Why?!!?
Things to do with clique:
-Picnic at Botannical gardens
-Clubbing
-Teppanyaki cum Durian party at Szeying's place (Szeying. I bet you've forgotten all about it.)
Things I wanna do with clique:
-Rollerblading and cycling outing at ecp
My Clique celebrated my birthday last tuesday in school. I got many nice cards and a Columbia windbreaker.
Thanks lengshan for the dinner intro.. =)
Yes! Kbox outing with Bestia and Linda on wed. 7 hrs of non-stop singing~~
Okay I'm seriously running low on funds due to the fact that I spent 110 bucks for 2 nus camps! Oh my god!! WHy Why Why?!!?
Things to do with clique:
-Picnic at Botannical gardens
-Clubbing
-Teppanyaki cum Durian party at Szeying's place (Szeying. I bet you've forgotten all about it.)
Things I wanna do with clique:
-Rollerblading and cycling outing at ecp
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Alive
Work is over, thankfully. For I've gained my life back and can, once again, resume where I've left off and start to fill up my 'to do' list before another job assignment comes along.
Right now I'm feeling so energised by the little tasks I have to complete.
Live the moment!! =) =) =)
Right now I'm feeling so energised by the little tasks I have to complete.
Live the moment!! =) =) =)
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Dream - Fulfilled
To have laid foot on one of my five places to go before I die, I felt a compelling sense of accomplishment. Yes, it lived up to its expectations and my only regret is that I didnt spend enough time there.
One week to explore the whole of Taipei is seriously not enough. So we spent the later part of our vacation finding ourselves very short of time and having to plan every minute.
One week to explore the whole of Taipei is seriously not enough. So we spent the later part of our vacation finding ourselves very short of time and having to plan every minute.
If a picture paints a thousand words...... Then I've got a book here. =) Enjoy.
At the Airport.
At the Airport.
On the plane. Waiting for take-off. Weather was good, fortunately.
In the metro train, on the way back to the hostel aft dinner @ shida night market.
In our bedroom. Desperately trying to capture a decent picture.
At the Taipei Zoo. Admission was only 3 bucks and way bigger than the Singapore one. By the way, I didnt zoom in on this one. Yes, I would've died if he decides to sneeze. 0.0
Choo Choo Train which goes all the way to Tainan, Taitung and the other parts of Taiwan. But we just went to Jiu Fen.
Jiu Fen Old Street.
Wu Keng (Fifth Tunnel) @ Jing Gua Shi 
View from a bridge.
Modern Toilet Restaurant. Mine was a bathtub, Mengli's was a toilet bowl and Seok's was a sink. We have a full set. Lols.
Qing Tian Gang @ Yang Ming Shan. Trust me, its beautiful...
Lols. Look at the vast lands behind me!!
'Ah Gei' and 'Ah Xiang' are the famous delicacies in Danshui Old Street. While Ah Gei is soso.. Ah Xiang is really good!! Its deep fried prawn rolls with a special homemade lemon sauce.. Omg Omg...
Of course! How could we forget about wen quan. Me and Seok went to the one where the locals usually went instead of the posh tourist resorts. The result? A refreshing, cheap and fun experience which costs only 40yuan(ard 2 dollars). A posh resort will charge at ard 400 - 1000yuan. =)
Ice cream after hot spring. KIMOCHI!!Oh.. Would you look at the time! I'm supposed to meet the girls at 6 and its 5.20 alr.. Haha.. Okay, hope I have the motivation for part 2 soon..
If not, Taipei is way too good to describe it in a blog post. I'm just not doing the place enough justice. hahahaha...
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Dusty~
Ah ha! This blog is filled with cobwebs after so long.. *Coughs Coughs...
Haha! Dress up party was fun! We should do this more often.. =))
Cool huh.. Theres more..
Haha... Funny...
=))
Work is okay except for the fact that THERES TOO MUCH TO DO!! I meet interesting people everyday so its cool... =)))
ahh.. Going Sentosa tomorrow.. Yeah... Hehheh.. Off to watch my japanese drama!
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Dress up party - updates
Hello friends.. Here are the updates.
Booking of ktv room failed so we've decided to go for the bbq pit instead.
Of course, we will not be BBQ-ing.
I dont know what we're eating actually. How about some homemade beehoon?? Anyone can cook? (Dont trust my maid, even I dont eat her bee hoon..) Then we dont have to fret about what to eat.. =) Its always very hard to decide on this.
As for the time to meet, it differs for everyone.
SCDC ppl.. Bestia... Lengshan.. Linda...
Bestia and Lengshan: Pls come at 5pm. We need to pull the chairs and tables. Decorate(I dunno how)
Linda: Come at 4.
Games ppl: Me and Shasha.
Come at 5 too ba.. SO we can discuss on what to play first, and all..
Others: Try to come at 6 ok. Or there is really no point in setting a time to meet.
If you know you're going to take some time preparing your look, start earlier..
Once again, remember the look must be exaggerating. Or there is really no point. Spare a thought for ppl who spent hours for this only to see you in t-shirt and shorts. Curse and swear ppl!! Curse and swear!!
Since the venue is bbq pit. expect mosquitoes, the heat and smelly hair. Complaints will not be entertained and will seriously spoil the mood.
Okay ppl! See you there!!
Booking of ktv room failed so we've decided to go for the bbq pit instead.
Of course, we will not be BBQ-ing.
I dont know what we're eating actually. How about some homemade beehoon?? Anyone can cook? (Dont trust my maid, even I dont eat her bee hoon..) Then we dont have to fret about what to eat.. =) Its always very hard to decide on this.
As for the time to meet, it differs for everyone.
SCDC ppl.. Bestia... Lengshan.. Linda...
Bestia and Lengshan: Pls come at 5pm. We need to pull the chairs and tables. Decorate(I dunno how)
Linda: Come at 4.
Games ppl: Me and Shasha.
Come at 5 too ba.. SO we can discuss on what to play first, and all..
Others: Try to come at 6 ok. Or there is really no point in setting a time to meet.
If you know you're going to take some time preparing your look, start earlier..
Once again, remember the look must be exaggerating. Or there is really no point. Spare a thought for ppl who spent hours for this only to see you in t-shirt and shorts. Curse and swear ppl!! Curse and swear!!
Since the venue is bbq pit. expect mosquitoes, the heat and smelly hair. Complaints will not be entertained and will seriously spoil the mood.
Okay ppl! See you there!!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Gloomy Spell
Its at times like this when you ask yourself, 'Whats the point?'.
Life recently has been mundane mundane mundane.....
Despite my efforts at spicing things up a little.
Blah. Mounting tasks. Lack of exercise. Too many dark thoughts while working has made me the sad ol' grumpy woman with the tendency to kill a cat...
I secretly think that its rather pathetic not being able to have a friend that doesnt msg you only when he/she is plain bored.
And I hate those cold replies suggesting, 'Hey, I'm not interested. Get your information and go.'
I wonder what its like to have someone trying to impress you or make you happy.
You know, kinda like a friend that wants to stick to you.
Well.. You cant really blame this poor girl over here for her countless blog posts about her deprived life. She just have too much to moan about and its not like she is not trying hard enough.
I've got countless msgs of 'hey wuzzups' and after awhile when they are occupied with something else, it just gets shorter and less enthusiastic. Or worse when you try to chat with her and all her replies are one-liners.
And so.... 'WHATS THE POINT?'
Maybe because I'm low class, not pretty, not popular, not rich, not sociable, not interesting.. Pretty much the normal girl nobody wants to get close to. Maybe we dont share the same interests. Hmm... I think I'll just go with not popular and interesting.
Seems to make sense.
So I do things alone. I shop, I tann, I play, I eat, I work.... Me and myself. And I'm happy with that.
I dont see why I should change. And people are telling me 'Dont emo leh!'
I cant stand people thinking that being alone is sad and pathetic. You know, its real pathetic when you cant spend time alone. Too afraid of how the society judges you.
I think I wrote too much. Basically because I've been thinking too much and want to share my thoughts with someone else.
Yet, I can only do so in blogs. When some kind soul decides to visit out of boredom.
I will be a better person tomorrow. And I'm truly blessed with the good things in life which matters most to me.
Life recently has been mundane mundane mundane.....
Despite my efforts at spicing things up a little.
Blah. Mounting tasks. Lack of exercise. Too many dark thoughts while working has made me the sad ol' grumpy woman with the tendency to kill a cat...
I secretly think that its rather pathetic not being able to have a friend that doesnt msg you only when he/she is plain bored.
And I hate those cold replies suggesting, 'Hey, I'm not interested. Get your information and go.'
I wonder what its like to have someone trying to impress you or make you happy.
You know, kinda like a friend that wants to stick to you.
Well.. You cant really blame this poor girl over here for her countless blog posts about her deprived life. She just have too much to moan about and its not like she is not trying hard enough.
I've got countless msgs of 'hey wuzzups' and after awhile when they are occupied with something else, it just gets shorter and less enthusiastic. Or worse when you try to chat with her and all her replies are one-liners.
And so.... 'WHATS THE POINT?'
Maybe because I'm low class, not pretty, not popular, not rich, not sociable, not interesting.. Pretty much the normal girl nobody wants to get close to. Maybe we dont share the same interests. Hmm... I think I'll just go with not popular and interesting.
Seems to make sense.
So I do things alone. I shop, I tann, I play, I eat, I work.... Me and myself. And I'm happy with that.
I dont see why I should change. And people are telling me 'Dont emo leh!'
I cant stand people thinking that being alone is sad and pathetic. You know, its real pathetic when you cant spend time alone. Too afraid of how the society judges you.
I think I wrote too much. Basically because I've been thinking too much and want to share my thoughts with someone else.
Yet, I can only do so in blogs. When some kind soul decides to visit out of boredom.
I will be a better person tomorrow. And I'm truly blessed with the good things in life which matters most to me.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Pretending
Wearing a mask, these people we call friends smirk beneath their covers, waiting for you to beg for mercy. They feed you, then pull you, then hook you and release you. Savouring every moment spend torturing you. They observe your weaknesses, then slowly attack your weakest spot. Yet, pretending to be a tender friend, they come with open arms and feed you again.
You'd think, 'this time is different', 'this time he's changed'
Then he drags you back and stabs you again.
I know you're reading this.
I hope you're happy.
You'd think, 'this time is different', 'this time he's changed'
Then he drags you back and stabs you again.
I know you're reading this.
I hope you're happy.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Dress Up Party!
Dress Up Party
Venue: My place
Date: 11th April (saturday)
Time: 6pm
Theme: Balls and Apes
(Participants in inappropriate attire will be penalised)
Activities: Dinner (ju chao) & fun games
Be exaggerating people!! Just remember to stick to the theme! =))
If you have any enquiries or suggestions, feel free to contact me!!
Note: I will suggest that everyone try their best to make it for this event since its one of the few times that we're meeting up as a clique. Fun guaranteed!!
Venue: My place
Date: 11th April (saturday)
Time: 6pm
Theme: Balls and Apes
(Participants in inappropriate attire will be penalised)
Activities: Dinner (ju chao) & fun games
Be exaggerating people!! Just remember to stick to the theme! =))
If you have any enquiries or suggestions, feel free to contact me!!
Note: I will suggest that everyone try their best to make it for this event since its one of the few times that we're meeting up as a clique. Fun guaranteed!!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Oh~~~!!!
Results are out. Didnt do as bad as I thought so I'm safe!!~~ Haha.. So blessed..
For now, I just hope that I can get into a local U so that my parents wouldnt have to pay too much.
=)=) Life is great without work..
But for the next 2 days, I'll be working again! In a different place though.. Just for 2 days...
Oh wells.. Better than nth. Hate to stay at home and eat sleep eat sleep.. It gets boring after awhile.
Havent been meeting up with my friends recently.. Haiz! Everyone is busy nowadays.. unlike during those days when we had school.. We spent most of our times tgt.
Looking at everyone's plans, it is likely that we're not going to be able to maintain the same clique in Uni like wad Linda said.
Haiz
SUcks.
I wanna travel! I wanna travel! I wanna travel!
I dont want to put too much hope on my friends for this.. I dont mind travelling alone.
Even though its dangerous.
Very dangerous.
Hmm...
better go read up more. =))
For now, I just hope that I can get into a local U so that my parents wouldnt have to pay too much.
=)=) Life is great without work..
But for the next 2 days, I'll be working again! In a different place though.. Just for 2 days...
Oh wells.. Better than nth. Hate to stay at home and eat sleep eat sleep.. It gets boring after awhile.
Havent been meeting up with my friends recently.. Haiz! Everyone is busy nowadays.. unlike during those days when we had school.. We spent most of our times tgt.
Looking at everyone's plans, it is likely that we're not going to be able to maintain the same clique in Uni like wad Linda said.
Haiz
SUcks.
I wanna travel! I wanna travel! I wanna travel!
I dont want to put too much hope on my friends for this.. I dont mind travelling alone.
Even though its dangerous.
Very dangerous.
Hmm...
better go read up more. =))
Monday, February 23, 2009
The week ends
Ahhh... Sunday is over again..
I hate mondays. I really do.
Anyways, went shopping with my sister on Saturday to Marina Square and Far east. Whoa. Sale Sale and more Sale. Haha.. But it was mostly 20% or 30% and doesnt really make much of a difference. Took this time to do a little retail therapy( I really need this).
Bought a pair of jeans from Dorothy Perkins and was very pleased with it.
Apparently, they have jeans catered to the asian girls so I managed to get 'short skinny flair' and I dont have to alter it at all. The cutting is just right!! =)) Furthermore, it is only for $39.90(UP: $43)!! Its the same price as NEW FUTURE and LET jeans. Can you believe it? Haha.. Obviously I cant..
Then I went to SaSa to look around and managed to get Lee Stafford Hair Products at 2 for $10. I got a hair mousse and conditioner. Although I'm not sure whats it usual price, I think its a good buy too.
Went down to Vivo in the later part of the night to catch a movie since my sis was bugging me for the whole day and I wanted to watch that show anyway. Oh.. We watched 'He is just not that into you'. Not bad. Not a 'WHOA!' kind of movie but it kinda sets you thinking about what relationships are all about, not to try too hard and just let it come naturally. Well the movie was entertaining and its worth the 10 bucks. 3 stars.
Woke up at 4 pm in the evening and went out for dinner. My sunday is totally wasted.. Lols.
Dad says I take people too seriously and admits that he takes people seriously too. He says that often we'll get hurt when people dont mean what they say because we believe them and its disappointing when you've prepared or gotten excited for nothing. So true.
Lets all be selfish and make plans for oursleves because waiting and anticipating is a torture.
Work is Hell. Every Single Part of it.
I hate mondays. I really do.
Anyways, went shopping with my sister on Saturday to Marina Square and Far east. Whoa. Sale Sale and more Sale. Haha.. But it was mostly 20% or 30% and doesnt really make much of a difference. Took this time to do a little retail therapy( I really need this).
Bought a pair of jeans from Dorothy Perkins and was very pleased with it.
Apparently, they have jeans catered to the asian girls so I managed to get 'short skinny flair' and I dont have to alter it at all. The cutting is just right!! =)) Furthermore, it is only for $39.90(UP: $43)!! Its the same price as NEW FUTURE and LET jeans. Can you believe it? Haha.. Obviously I cant..
Then I went to SaSa to look around and managed to get Lee Stafford Hair Products at 2 for $10. I got a hair mousse and conditioner. Although I'm not sure whats it usual price, I think its a good buy too.
Went down to Vivo in the later part of the night to catch a movie since my sis was bugging me for the whole day and I wanted to watch that show anyway. Oh.. We watched 'He is just not that into you'. Not bad. Not a 'WHOA!' kind of movie but it kinda sets you thinking about what relationships are all about, not to try too hard and just let it come naturally. Well the movie was entertaining and its worth the 10 bucks. 3 stars.
Woke up at 4 pm in the evening and went out for dinner. My sunday is totally wasted.. Lols.
Dad says I take people too seriously and admits that he takes people seriously too. He says that often we'll get hurt when people dont mean what they say because we believe them and its disappointing when you've prepared or gotten excited for nothing. So true.
Lets all be selfish and make plans for oursleves because waiting and anticipating is a torture.
Work is Hell. Every Single Part of it.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
ShaSha's Housewarming Party cum Valentines Day Celebration
To sum it all, it was great. Went to Sha's house at 4pm(I wasnt the latest) with my MacaronieBriole(whahahaha. sounds good yea?) and my Valentines Day gift for gift exchange(I got a very lousy present and whoever took it, I'm sorry... ).
Shasha's house is so cool la! There is this cool parquet platform whereby she can do yoga every morning! Omph.......~~~
And we played Wii... Whoa I'm going to invest in this man.. real fun..
Which leads me to the real sad thing though.. I played to much after food and spent the next few hours camping in Sha's kitchen and toilet, puking out my super good MacaronieBriole, watercress soup with big chicken thigh, damn alot of spegetti with mushrooms(I remember mushrooms esp since I can still see half-chewed chunks of it here and there), green tea ice blended and mochi ice cream. So much food and imagine how many times I puked in total?! Eh.. Didnt really count. Goodness... Man I was totally out of it after I came out from Sha's toilet. Haha. I remember the girls asking if I was ok from the other side of the toilet door and Bestia was asking if I was still vomiting and I didnt ans her. Then Linda said 'selective hearing?' lols.. I was laughing la. Ai ya, was just to weak to ans and I didnt want you guys to worry la. So sorry cause I couldnt stay and you guys have to pause your movie every now and then.. And ya. Really a big thank you to Sha for rubbing my back and throwing my bags of regurgitated food.
Overall, it was a good experience and I wish I could stay longer but..... =)
oh wells! See you guys again soon! =)=)=)
Shasha's house is so cool la! There is this cool parquet platform whereby she can do yoga every morning! Omph.......~~~
And we played Wii... Whoa I'm going to invest in this man.. real fun..
Which leads me to the real sad thing though.. I played to much after food and spent the next few hours camping in Sha's kitchen and toilet, puking out my super good MacaronieBriole, watercress soup with big chicken thigh, damn alot of spegetti with mushrooms(I remember mushrooms esp since I can still see half-chewed chunks of it here and there), green tea ice blended and mochi ice cream. So much food and imagine how many times I puked in total?! Eh.. Didnt really count. Goodness... Man I was totally out of it after I came out from Sha's toilet. Haha. I remember the girls asking if I was ok from the other side of the toilet door and Bestia was asking if I was still vomiting and I didnt ans her. Then Linda said 'selective hearing?' lols.. I was laughing la. Ai ya, was just to weak to ans and I didnt want you guys to worry la. So sorry cause I couldnt stay and you guys have to pause your movie every now and then.. And ya. Really a big thank you to Sha for rubbing my back and throwing my bags of regurgitated food.
Overall, it was a good experience and I wish I could stay longer but..... =)
oh wells! See you guys again soon! =)=)=)
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
An urge to blog
Eh.. Its like 1 am in the morning and I have a sudden urge to blog.
The Chinese new year is over and I have nothing else to look forward to. So there is hardly motivation to work and play hard.
Valentines Day is coming and this day I'm going to spend my time with my friends, signifying that we're single and happy.
Dont get me wrong. I'm not trying to comfort myself.. I can survive. I will survive and I must survive. Because staying strong and forgetting the past is the thing I need to do now. I must remind myself time and again that he has moved on and I must too.
Thats about it for now.
The Chinese new year is over and I have nothing else to look forward to. So there is hardly motivation to work and play hard.
Valentines Day is coming and this day I'm going to spend my time with my friends, signifying that we're single and happy.
Dont get me wrong. I'm not trying to comfort myself.. I can survive. I will survive and I must survive. Because staying strong and forgetting the past is the thing I need to do now. I must remind myself time and again that he has moved on and I must too.
Thats about it for now.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Looking forward.
Finally! The weekend we've been looking forward to ever since wednesday. I can use the extra time to spend sometime doing what I want to do.
lalalala... The bad stuff arent worth mentioning.
SO I'm gonna blog about happier stuff! Hmm.. which is better? Singing lessons or Japanese lessons?
They are all so expensive!! TSK TSK!!
And I still wanna go travelling!! HAIYO!!
Oh Yes, Gong Xi Fa Cai everyone.
lalalala... The bad stuff arent worth mentioning.
SO I'm gonna blog about happier stuff! Hmm.. which is better? Singing lessons or Japanese lessons?
They are all so expensive!! TSK TSK!!
And I still wanna go travelling!! HAIYO!!
Oh Yes, Gong Xi Fa Cai everyone.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Yuck!!
Bad bad day at work! Bad bad day cause %^&^$*&#^(*$&@).. So sick now... I know I should be sleeping.. Haiz... Another wasted evening... ZzzzzzZ... Bad day again tmr. Haiz.. I need social therapy real soon... Argh.. I cant breathe with my nose!!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
For one more day
10th Jan 200912:31 am
Red Cliff
Bento Box
I'd rather have bad times with you,
Than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
Than safe and warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together,
Than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.
-Luther Vandross
The one who holds my heart
Monday, January 5, 2009
Living the routine
Christmas 2008
SzeYing's Place
Happy Birthday, WJ and JK
Happy Together
Hello. I'm almost dead. The only thing keeping me alive is the motivation of money and all the good that comes with it.
Christmas is over and so is new year.
Now we resume to our mundane work life.
So tinged with anxiety that we've forgotten how to smile.
Right now I'm looking forward to clique chalet. Class chalet is a flop since most doesnt want it anyway.
Nostalgic again.
Forget it. Live the moment.
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