過幾天就是我的21歲生日.
想一想,
過去真的發生很多事.
後悔當時做過的傻事
也懷念之前的天真.
歲月留下的傷痕, 並沒有讓我更堅強.

這幾天想的特別多.
覺得有些是該為自己辯駁
不要讓自以為完美的人去定義什麼是辛福
只要覺得自己快樂
那就是辛福.

沒那麼簡單
也許我就是這樣吧
沒有辦法改變,也不想改變.
悲傷,不代表脆弱
一個人,不代表孤單.

Holidays.. Not as fun as I imagined, but its definitely better than studying..! =) I finally got a good rest today, spending the time watching dramas indoors.. Packing a little and sleeping a little....too much.. NICE. I'm a 宅女. ^^

Wow 3 consecutive days of shopping is no joke, especially when I spent 6 mths sitting down and reading books. But its good exercise. Retail therapy is good.

I'm going to be 21 soon.. YAY. Gonna do something to mark this very special year. Something but not celebrating it like everyone else. Not that I dont care that I've been in this world for 21 years, but I just dont see why I should spend money to book a chalet, do catering and invite people that I've lost contact with to announce that I'm 21. I should, on the other hand, take the money and do something I've always felt like doing and be happy that I'm still surviving yea?

I finally watched 下一站, 幸福. Wow nice. Sad show, nice plot. Music is good. Nothing to complain except that I'm still not a fan of Vanness. =S no reasons why. YAY mahjong and get tgt day at Mengli's.. Cant wait! Eggcited!!

Mugging Time!

The student lounge is really a great place to mug for exams.. I love the beanies.. ^^ Just a few more days and I'm a free bird! Perservere stella!

Totally hooked to 'The Liar Game', a Japanese drama. Its only been a few hours and I think I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms!~ Oh no.. am I forgetting the fact that exams arent over yet?! =S Yikes..

We're all a little restless now, especially me because I've been in the same spot for hours and its really tiring staring at words all the time.. I must reward myself during the 3 mths holiday. I deserve it!

I need to get a haircut... Russell or Storm? Price is almost the same but I'm not sure which to choose.. I've never been to Russell before, maybe I should try it.. Argh I dunno..

Woo... I'm good at 自拍-ing.. Haha.. Oh whats that in Bestia's hands? What? A PSP? Evidence that she is not as hardworking as she claims to be.. Lols.. =X Sorry Bestia, dont eat me!

Linda is working hard, for 5 minutes!.. Lols.. 5 minutes later and she is giggling in front of her laptop.. Needless to say.. Youtube again.. Zzz. Lols

Bestia having a 'TimeOut'

Exams is really the time when everyone gets fat. With all the sitting, coupled with stress eating.. Oh mama... Help!

Okie gotta get back to my work or I wont be able to finish... Hwaiting!~~

Today, I've decided to blog about something more cheerful because I realised that my recent posts were all rantings of school, family and life.. It makes my life seem so morbid and I know thats not true..
Yesterday, I queued 3 hours for a Panasonic camera and got it for a very good price! Yay! We shouldnt think of these bargains as something only the kiasu, cheapo people would go for. Seriously.. If we really want something and we can get it at a cheaper price, why not? There is nothing to be ashamed about really.

I'm left with one more paper before I can finally shout out and say, "Exams are over!~"
Well, this semester has been a really tough one for me. Meeting uncooperative people, trying to juggle everything on hand, having no one to confide in and some family problems. I had to make a few major decisions, and hopefully it all turns out well.
Interpals is a good way to relieve stress and I cant express how glad I am to have discovered this wonderful social networking site. I have not replied my penpals for a week now, procrastinating, but I'll do it eventually.. =S

I spent the whole of last night filming the vid for the Jetsaver light challenge.. Really hope we get it or our efforts will come to naught.. =( There is more to be done if we wanna win! がんばって！Oh yes, speaking about Japanese, anyone has LAJ2201 notes to spare?! =D

If it wasnt for the fact that I had left my camera in Linda's house (oh no, ah min might step on it~ Noo.. ), I would be happily snapping silly photos and posting them up.. Lols.. Eggcited...

Oooo.. Hungry again~~~ Craving for Japanese Food.. Yum..