I am so in love with the Big Bang Theory. Sheldon Cooper! Oh no.. I'm done with season 2 already?! Argh I love geeks! They're so much better than apes..

Quote for the day: Live and let live.

Sometimes we just have to give in and give ourselves a minute to catch our breath. Appreciate the things that didnt matter before.

Home Alone! Dont know when was the last time that happened.

Argh.. So many things to do, dont know where to start.. Friday is rest day! Yay!

Its late in the evening and I'm supposed to be doing work for tmr's tutorial but here I am, blogging because there is so much on my mind that I can't seem to concentrate.
Met up with ex-jc mates today and realised how long we havent been chatting. It was refreshing. Its great to know that everyone is moving on and doing fine. Big dreams, and totally different from what we've planned during our innocent jc days. Future seems bleak and I dont know what to expect anymore. I thought taking cnm was a right decision and now I'm having second thoughts. Mass communications was never my first choice and now I'm forced to change and work towards something I'm so unsure of. Yes, take something that is of interest. But what exactly then, is my interest? Its not psychology for sure, I know because I've been given enough exposure.. So what is it?
I'm a few months away to my 21st birthday and yet I've achieved nothing, done nothing to which I can be proud of. Everyone is accelerating past me and all I can do is sit and stare. This is not a blog post where I lament about my sad past and how it haunts me every now and then. I just feel that I can do so many things and yet I'm wasting my time over here, struggling to past every single day. Why do I not possess the motivation to work hard for whatever path I've chosen and make the best out of it?
This is the transition to adulthood I guess.
Things are so gonna change soon..

and its goodbye to the holidays..

Its been a fruitful one month, dramas and all.. I enjoyed it. Having abit of a headache now. Must be the pre-school stress. Must sleep early tonight and wake up at a godly hour of 7.30am.

Got a fringe cut today. I'm okay with it, slightly tipping over to the unsatisfied side. I'd like to call it the watermelon cut. Still the service was good and I walked out of the salon as a satisfied customer.

Just the thought of school, aka Hell, brings me into deep agony. The thought that I did badly last semester and that I have to worker even harder this semester to catch up kills me.
Instead of wishing that I'll wake up one day to find myself 20 pounds lighter, I now wish to wake up and find myself a geek.

So whats going on this semester other than alot of slogging?
First, being a bridesmaid, I have to be responsible for my duties and help my sister with her wedding preparations and on the day itself. Then, I'll have to pack because we're evacuating to a new place in April. And of course, the renovations and the moving.. Its a small family, everyone is involved.
So what does that mean? Alot of distractions.

Yikes! Good luck Stella.. You'll need alot of it..

Holidays are almost over and in conclusion I havent done anything much other than watching dramas and eating.

Still, I think I am recharged enough to survive another semester(damn I'm going to regret saying this)..

So, this is a list of my favourites for the month..

Vampire Diaries-Season 1

If you're a fan of twilight, you'll love this. If you dont read or watch twilight(like me), then this is something new. Visually, I find the female lead super hot, a little like lana lang(superman if I'm not wrong). The male lead is a disappointment, but I overlooked it because the villian(evil vampire brother) is sooo cute. I mean, how can I be totally into the plot when half the time I'm cheering for the evil brother to survive so I can see more of him!?! I just started watching today actually and I'm finishing already because there are only 10 episodes.. Thats it, I'm going to get the book.. Maybe.. Argh I hate reading..

Criminal Minds-Season 5

After watching 4 seasons of criminal minds through the years, I'm glad to say that I'm not at all disappointed with season 5. Yes, yes.. profiling gets a little boring after a while but the plot gets you going. Well, it gets me covering my eyes every now and then for fear that the unsub might strike anytime. I'm still a fan of agent spencer reid, he is the one with the brains, dont know how he memorises his lines..

Not forgetting taiwan dramas..

Hai pai tian xin (translated as Hi, my sweetheart?)

The good thing about taiwanese dramas is that it is always close to home, something you can relate to very easily. Unlike those killings and fantasies you're probably never gonna be involved in in your life. Hence, its a good watch to kill time. I like dalang's bowl cut, I will get one if I'm brave enough, or have lost my mind..

And of course, Korean Dramas

You're beautiful

This is where I got my very limited korean vocabulary from. I like this one, theres not alot of crying and the male lead is goodlooking. Whaha. His hairstyle in this drama sucks though. I had to google him to get a decent picture.

Coffee Prince

I like this show because of the super cool coffee house. It is my dream cafe~ Well furnished with wood, two levels, big windows, alot of sunshine and a quiet porch. Woots! Its funny how the 2 korean dramas that I've watched are both of a girl pretending to be a guy and the guy thinks he is in love with a 'guy'. Hmm.. maybe subconsciously I'm supporting homosexual relationships.. hmm.. this is tricky..

Alrights, I'm done! Of course I've watched more but those that arent on this list, are not really worth mentioning. Some of them are nice, but not something I'll die not watching. So this is how I've been spending my days at home, trying to save some money on transport. I desperately need to get a life!

Year 2010
This is not the way it should end, it should be the way it should begin.

Its happy new year again and I'm glad I get to spend the night with the girls.

Evaluation for the year 2009
It started off stressful and tiring with me and lengs struggling at work. My virgin experience travelling with friends to Taiwan. Strolling along the streets of taipei on my own. This trip had alot of 'first times' and marked '09 a year of independence and self-sufficiency.
Finally got into Nus which was something I wouldn't even think about 4 years ago. Its a difficult year trying to cope with studies and I can only say that I'm glad to survive out of it. Happy to embark in year 2010 with a sane mind and healthy physic.

New Year Resolution:
Pretty much the same as before. Study hard to get better results. Keep myself in good health to enjoy the pleasures that we are given all year round.

People that (still) matters most:
Family: Dad, mum, big sis and sylvia
To dad and mum. Please stop quarrelling. Let us make home (now aka hell) a better place to live in.
Big sis is getting married this year so I hope everything works well for her and though he is not prince charming, heres wishing them a happy ever after.
Sylvia cant continue schooling because she is too old for that, so she is going to spend her days at home. I hope she finds something to entertain herself real soon.
Clique: Anticipating new experiences and lots of laughters together.
Linda: We werent the closest to start with, but the whole uni life changed all of this. I'm glad it was you that I get to spend almost everyday having breaks with. I dont have a good temperament and you had to suffer this the whole time. Sorry and thank you.
Lengs: Hell bonds us. Really. Musicals and all, I can never find another to discuss this with. It was great fun to listen to your unique song choice and obsession in lego. Our conversations werent always mutually enticing, like your obsession with females and quirky fashion sense but yea, it was interesting.
Weijian: In-prompt-to dinner outings! More to come even when I'm down in my new home at jurong east! Our one and only, irreplaceable little eunuch.. =) Whahahaha...
(notice that it gets shorter and shorter.. I'm getting tired.. )
Bertinelli: Stop shopping and start saving. Then we can go to our favourite places.
Daxiong: We poke fun at you once too often. But remember that your character is what makes you you. We dont expect you to change anything although there were times I thought of strangling you and punching your face. lols I'm exaggerating.. (just a little).. Oh wells.. CAN YOU SMELL WHAT THE DA XIONG IS EATING!?!?! famous phrase from yr 2009.
Mengli(ma): We sometimes get too affected by Bestia and acknowledge you as 'ma' as well. lols. You have 6 kids. okie ma, good luck with chinese studies and yes! apply to study in nus! Taiwan was great! Lets chiong back there again.
Szeying: We need to book you a month in advance for our outings. Please spend more time with your ex-classmates yea?!
Seok Peng: Is missing for the second half of the year. I dont know what happened but I hope she is well. Well.. Taiwan was great and I'll aways remember the silly jokes we made, and our hot bath experience and also the times we got lost. Haha.. Hope to travel again tgt.

Not forgetting my self-proclaimed amazing friend, Joleen. 8 years and counting. Lets meet up soon and don't forget me after all the fun in SIM.!

And to all other friends. Keep it real and stay healthy.. an occasional get together is a great energy boost.

And for whom thou shall not mention his name, its another year of missing, reminscing, and empty hopes, but unfortunately for you, I'm going to do just fine..

2010 is a year of chance and lets make the best out of it.