Hello! I'm back by popular demand! Okok. So its just weijian rushing me to blog because he has nothing to do at home..

Escape with clique was fun, except for the fact that when I closed my eyes preparing for sleep last night, I could still feel the earth revolving ard me. Scary.

1st time playing the go kart. I felt like I was an F1 driver speeding along the race track. I could feel the wind against my face as I stepped on the accelerator. It was cool. I was cool.

Log boat. Many fond memories of my young and innocent days. First time my weight was appreciated cause the splash was greater hence more thrilling.

Pirate Ship was scary. I felt like I was going to fall and having people at the bottom while you're at the top made it worse. My legs were shaking the whole time and I was so tempted to just close my eyes and make this feeling go away. The 2nd try was way better with much distractions by our favourite Action no 99~!

Fass talks today. 6 hrs long and very tiring since I woke up at 7. Met this very insensitive, narcissist during the break and the next half of the lecture was badly affected. Still I'm not as affected as I used to be because I now understand that when a person speaks like this, he is shallow and we should never stoop to their level.

Recently, I am increasingly convinced that I am more of a type B kinda person. Let me explain the grading system in detail. Type A means that you like a person because he/she is cute. Type B means that the person is cute because you like him/her. I'm proud to say that I'm very particular about character and I judge a person solely based on the character alone. To that particular someone, you're nothing special, if you think you're so damn great, maybe you should change your mirror or rather, your glasses.

Okie shall blog again tomorrow because I'm falling asleep alr..

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Clique chalet
Alot of HTHT.. Many surprises.. Wasnt a very exciting experience but it was enjoyable. Day 1. Met up with clique at Ya kun. Manage to catch up a little with Sarah, who just came back from Australia. Bought some rations and headed off to Pasir ris. Spend the day eating and playing mj. Played the 'I've never' and the drinking game at night and HTHT-ed.
Day 2. Played somemore mj, slack ard, ate cup noodles and went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Not as good as the previous series but I'm glad lengshan was there to explain to me. =) Went back to our chalet, had a very scary experience with the cockroaches. OMG I nearly died. Had another round of HTHT and went to bed.
See? our chalet is very different. =D

Schizo's 1st outing!
Woo hoo.. Miss the schizo ppl so much! Met up at the Cathay and walked over to minds cafe to play board games. It was fun and I had a great time. Haha.. Dinner at nihon mura was cool too. Talked about modules and stuff. Oh man.. me and kat were really lost. Haha.. Went over to Xue's place and played Kings. Oh man... Got lots of unglam and disgusting pics! Haha.. Schizo ppl are really nice n cool yo! Linda was very safe throughout the game. Not fair!! Reached home at 4. Lols.. shagg..

Shopping
Went shopping on my own in town. Bought like 3 tshirts at a damn good price. Thanks to GSS. Definitely going back for more. Haha. I need alot of tshirts for sch anyway. It was fun doing things alone. I had a sudden revelation that no matter how my life will change in future, this part of me will remain. I'm still the loner and loving it!

Eh! I wanna watch the Complete works of William Shakespeare. But the clique isnt really keen. Eventually I was able to get WL to go but tickets for students were sold out!! Oh man.. I really want to watch this. Damn! Tsk..

Argh spent the day slacking at home again.. Shall plan and get my lazy ass out of the house tmr! =))))

I'm back from Union Camp and would gladly announce that it was a great experience!
Most people would find that the camp wasnt as good as Arts camp but truthfully, I think I like Union Camp a little better.

Seriously, I think its the different aspects of camp that you're looking at. In my point of view, a camp is a portal for me to make friends and have hell lotta fun with them. So its not so much of the activities in the camp that I'm looking forward to.

What I liked about the camp:
-My OG
-the flyer (night 2)
-the food (Yum!)
-swimming day (day 3)
-war games (last day)
-the hostel (no need for sharing)
-fou-zza!

What I dont really like about the camp:
-Some OGLs/Councillors
-the delays and sudden need to rush
-beach day (day 1)
-amazing race (day 2)

So to weigh it off, I think I really enjoyed the camp! =)

A few people to thank...
Linda. I'd like to say thank you for being with me throughout the camp. Even though you could've mixed more with the rest, you're always with me, looking out for me and making sure that I'm not left out. =) I could feel it. You've taught me many things and I'm really thankful. I'm glad you're here and I feel much comfortable being crazy and high~.
This guy in my OG. Thanks for carrying a super heavy load of fats when you could've just moved to the back and grab another partner. Thanks for assuring that you wouldnt drop me and kept your promise. Thanks for not probing on about my weight. I have conquered the fear of this activity and feel extremely good!
My Og is the best! No one is particularly ang moh pai except for fou-zza but he is ok with it. The girls are all very friendly and the guys are all gentlemanly(with the exception of some of course). Everyone is so nice and I'm suffering withdrawal syndromes aft the camp.

Ohhhh Mama wo xi huan!!!~~ I say Fou! You say Zza~~! Fou! Zza! Fou! Zza! Now Point! ----->

I'm here again. 2 posts in a day. This post is to commemorate the loss of a very good friend. Not like he is dead or anything...

For the friend.

For the friend who kept me company in the toughest times, walking through that long dreadful journey.
For the friend who tries hard to help but never really did succeed.
For the friend who would gladly be the fool as long as he is entertainment.
For the friend who thought of me during prayers.
For the friend who shows his weakness and laughs at them
For the friend who never hesitates
For the friend who keeps accomodating and finding excuses for the faults of his friends
For the friend who generously treats because money is not as important
For the friend who tolerates my endless criticisms and pms-es
For the friend who cares when I'm feeling down
For the friend who treats me truly as a friend

Cheers to the friend who had found a better friend.

I think I will never be able to understand how to live without my sensitivity. I am starting to think that confidence is very important. And as much as we would like to stay humble, a little confidence is necessary to carry it off.

A list of have-tos:
-Believe in myself
-Think that being ordinary is perfect
-Love myself for who I am
-Be proud of my knowledge
-Understand that a gd conversation requires different viewpoints
-Stop trying too hard to fit in
-Talk more
-Have a good time no matter what I'm doing
-Do not regret
-Be myself

I guess the whole new environment thingy is getting in to me. The insecurity and exposure.. I'm sure I will get through this and it will be a bliss thereafter.

I'm really packed with all the activities lined up for me.
I have og outing tmr, union camp for 4 days, swimming cum supporting Bestia, walkathon, pre-camp, meetup with Sarah, BTT, clique chalet, timbo chalet, O week, matriculation process, buy laptop and other before sch stuff..... =.= Tired.

On certain occasions, I wished I was a social butterfly. Then I could so naturally fit in to a crowd and have a great time with people I'm not really close with. But it is also at this point in time, I look upon myself as a desperate individual, trying too hard to be someone else.

I miss my clique, I really do.. Because I dont have to pretend to be entertained, I can sit aside without feeling left out and I can do whatever I want and still be accepted. Yet, I cant always rely on them. The tough reality says I have to move on.

Timbre was overrated. I thought the band was so-so. The only thing good was the pizza, which I only ate like one piece and had to pay 25 bucks. So I went home broke, awkward and dead. As I was changing into comfortable clothes and cleaning up, it felt as if I had taken off my mask as well. It felt seriously comfortable and nothing feels better.

Its hard trying to be someone else, but its harder to make friends when you dont pretend to have common interests. Haha. Confusing as it sounds, it is pretty logical.

I'm glad I'm having teppanyaki at SY's hse tmr, then we can have a really good time catching up just being myself. We could all have a good time laughing at Bestia and playing games like theres no tomorrow...

I cant sleep tonight, basically because I dont want to. I'm still feeling a little awkward and I need to listen to some jazz to bring back good ol' Stella Porky Tang!