Me and my self centred life.

Once again, a sad post. Once again..

Finally, like everyone else I know, I'm going to be selfish for the benefit of my soul.

Its almost over now, and I guess now is the time to truly let go. There is no point in holding on to something you feel sad with. I cant walk on anymore, I'm paranoid, I'm depressed and I'm thinking too much.

Perhaps I read a little too much into things. But am I wrong? I think my reasoning makes sense, its not a stubborn thought. I'm just very confident about this. How sure are you? Someday in time you'll see what I see, know the secrets that I've been keeping and truly understand.
You have a point, I understand what you mean, but you dont experience it, so you dont know. Yet.

Miscommunication really sucks. Sucks when you're misunderstood, accused. Sucks when they take the opportunity to stab you. Sucks when they dont appreciate. Sucks when your good friend took sides against you. Sucks when they are standing at the corner, watching, laughing, criticising.

and like a fool, I pretend that I dont see.


and others. think I'm weird and thinking too much.

Yea.. I'm crazy and suffering from depression.

Haha, and I seriously thought we are special. I'm nothing.

Its just one of the days you'll lie on your chair, giving the numbed laughter and engaging in a moment of self pity.

From now on, never to think about this. Dont think any further to prevent any more hurt. I will enjoy my life loving myself and being so god-damned selfish.

Isolation starts from this very moment.

I like myself, my character and everything about me in my own little world with just me in it.